G-MA

2005-11-01T00:35:00.000-08:00

My blog went heywire..As you guys can see, no background is available now. Irritating sia! I juz wish that i can WISH to have a beautiful background..... hm... I think i rather delete this one and make a new one? what you guys think?? i think so la..hahah...
anywae tomorrow meeting maya n jda at 2.Has no plan at all but wish everything runs smoothly ya...
bored here, and more i tired.. Argh!! hate my blog!!! *scream*

Quitting+Stress= What?

2005-08-17T01:02:00.000-07:00

Straight to the point, im tired listening to your "uttering" junks.. Im trying to quit smoking since early this year but i think i better cut it down first before quitting.I get sick for 1 week after not takin puff for a day.Maybe it is the real effect of not having puff or mayb juz the day for me to fall sick maybe of some reason, for example, too much virus!
Erly in the morning nag and nag and nag! It makes me awake you know.Im working till late night and early morning you are shouting and yelling at the top of your voice that makes me awake! Precisely, what is your motif? Have you think about it before you yelled? Stop it here... Im trying to quit and yes, i am showing some improvements. Since the day you so called add in spices about cigg-stuffs in scolding bro, i have the feeling to just continue smoke till die..! I think again and tell myself, "Don't show your egoistic here ok Gma.No use" If i stops, i lose nothing. I will gain much much positives effect..True? If i continue,i lose and gain somthing at the same time.maybe not straight to the point, but i can feel the gains. Despite of being angry, i can still control myself and keep on telling myself that life must go on.We can't run away from reality..! Today i smoke 4 stick and to be truthful, i am improving in cutting down on em'. Tomorrow never die but what if i die? I have not accomplish my "mission". So im looking forward for the day which i can cert myself "Cigg-Free Lady"..

Im now stress about my tight schedule which is becoming tight...!!! Look, Every Tueday and Thursday is my lesson in JBS, so of coz off from work. Lately, me and my sis are being called back to attend Kompang for more practices for upcoming competition. So Sunday is another off day.Just now, during lesson, my lecturer told the class that we will end our module this Thursday which is good news for us! However, we are also told that the next module will start on the next Tuesday straight,which means no "holiday" for us...!! What the hell?? Nevermind, we try to understand.Again, i don't know whats up with the routine, we are told that we have to attend about 5 more lessons on our current module.This will be 1 make up lesson + 4 revision class.It is clash with our new upcoming module.Hey you think it is easy eh? Pls la,stop teh nonsence can? Anywae after much nagotiation, we end up having extr lessons On every Monday for 5 weeks..So now, Monday,Tuesday,Thursday and Sunday is out.Left with Wednesday, Friday nd Saturday only. Less working hour = Less salary income... oh Gosh! *Screaming* what the $&@#!!!??

Tight schedule=Less $$=Brain Burst=Stress=Smoke <>

Alright,and now planning to have a "reunion" with me mates again..Wondering if Friday will be ok...? *bLuRr*

Im outta here.Before my mum shouts at me for this laptop back..! hahahha....Nitez...

My gal

2005-08-14T20:41:00.001-07:00

In my mind can't get it right

Ever since we met that night

Never been the one who'd fool around

Guess its physical alright

I can't hide what I'm feeling inside

Girl, I bet cha feel the same way too

Infidelity, baby you and me

And what you see now is what you'll get

Stolen moments on the run

All I want is some fun

:)

2005-08-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

Alrite, at least ape yg ingin ku luahkan telah ku curahkan... hilang beban yg berbuku di seluruh jiwa dan raga!! thx to u fren who remembers me too... felt happy... I cried as wen i read ya blog...realli miss the time!!! V.E.R.Y...
To maya, congrats...sorri...aku tk tau ko p amek "present" on monday...hehehe... Nywae aku werk.....sorry k...keep in touch ya..
p/S : I 4get ya guys nombor coz i changed my phone n losssss ya num.... sorri guys...dun mind, pls inform me... :p thx...luv u guys.....
Bored.....Catering at 8.30 a.m tomorrow n now i've not slept....siow.... Nevrmind,i won't sleep anywae...if i did, thats it! I WON'T BE ABLE TO WAKE UP! mark my words...Hahaha...
so hf to surf n surf the net tilll 7 n im gonn get ready to werk... finishes at 12.30 noon and went home straight coz dah janji akak n abg as'ad nk jln2 ke esplanade...Naik kereta....!! besh la...tk sabar...nywae nxt month ade kompang competition...! skrg arunk start practice! bodoh kan???? n this sunday,der perarakkan n then training in the evening..... Luckily Helmi can ake over me...thx adik... :)

HAPPY 40TH BURPDAY S'PORE!!!!!!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2005-08-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

To you guys whom i will always remember.... This may be my last words to ya all but you guys can take it as a motivation or maybe juz a s.e.n.t.e.n.c.e to yourself.. Spend some time to read... I hope you do remember me forever....... Love Gma...

Afini : Persahabatan yg terputus di tgh jln mukin kerana arah tujuan yg berbeda..Masih tidak dpt ku teka. Kenangan bersamamu wahai sahabat karibku takkan kulupakan hingga ke akhir hayat.Maafkan diriku seandainya diantara masa kita bersama ada kalanya aku menyakiti hatimu dengn cara tidak sengaja,mukin aku terlalu ikut perasaan ataupun kehendakku yg melampaui batas.Semoga kehidupanmu di masa depan dan yg sedang kau jalani sekarang dpt kau tangani dengan sempurna.Masa emas yg kita luangkan dahulu adalah kehidupan zamam persekolahan yg tk mukin luput dari ingtan.Kenagilah masa2 itu kerana itu dalah satu2nya memori anatra kita. Takkan ku lupakan segala pertolonganmu masa itu. Semoga kau dpt menjaga dirimu dgn sempurna hingga ke akhir hayatmu nanti...

Zaidah : Kehadiranmu adalah penambah keceriaanku.Kau hadir utk menghibur duka dan lara. Tidak lepas dari kekecohan dan gelak ketawamu.Itu semua membuatku terharu kini kerana tiada lagi pada saat ini. Kawan, wlwpun kau sedang berduka, aku disini dpt merasakannya kerana aku tahu betapa payah utk menjalani hidup remaja yg semakin keliru.Tk tahu megapa ku ikut bersedih atas apa yg sedang kau alami.Mukin kerana sisa persahabatan antara kita masih terkurung di hati? Itu semua tidak terjawab kerana kita saling tidak bertemu muka mahupun mendengar suara.Aku sentiasa ada disini utk kau meluahkan segalanya sekiranya tiada jln lain utk kau meluahkannya.Senaraikan namuku paling yg terakhir di memo mu kerana aku yg akan meminjamkan telinga ku sewaktu tiada siapa yg ingin. Jangan berputus asa utk mencuba dan meneruskan hidup kerana nasib kau tidak seburuk dibandingkan sesetengah manusia di tempat lain ataupun yg benar2 kehilangan segala2nya. Aku percaya kau adalah insan yg gigih dan akan perolehi kebahagiaan yg kau ingini sutu masa nanti... Insyaallah...amin....

Maya : Juz wanna wish you all the best for your studies. Semoga kau mempunyai masa depan yg amat cerah. HIdup happy selalu ya...!

Nurul : Sorry to hurt you sometimes...Aku nk lupakan semua kenangan pahit kita kerana itulah saat paling pahit...Semoga sama2 dpt kita kecapi apa yg kita ingini selama ini..insyaallah....

Widad : Maafkan aku seandainya aku menyinggung perasaan mu...Tiada kata dpt ku luahkan hanya perkataan M.A.A.F.... :)

Syida : Thx 4 inviting me...tk sangke kau masih mengingati ku....Lupakan sejarah zaman persekolahan dan bina hidup baru..Semoga perhubunganmu kekal buat selamanya....amin...

Thx for spending some time for this blog..Still loving you guys even we are not meant to be together forever....Kenang daku didlm doamu...

2005-07-28T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hougang CSC lost 2-4 to Potong Pasir!!
awwwww....... He got injured and had muscle cramp....Poor him... :(
Can't walk too much or not he will go "Ouch,cramp cramp!" Oh noooo!!!!
You know i love walking around n now this happen, i can't anymore till u r OK....
Anywae i make fren just now... She is 17 this yr and engaging end of this year...she is frenly overall....

The main thing to stress on here is something to do with my school and job... im at stake! at stake?? am i? wadeva....anywae i felt something is wrong this few weeks...i dunno what actually....... Money? mybe...Time? mybe... hm.... Things just turn out not to be so-well.... Im studying farking hard here and someone just tryin to be not-so-concern bout it....Even though i've proved a cert,this person will never understand my needs... "Im continuing my studies to degree in business insyaallah nxt year..!" "Did you have the money for that? so if u get the degree,will u still be in Kfc? " It is an opportunity cost for me guys...But this seems though... Why can't you just understand? Whats so hard bout me working in kfc without disturbing your financial stuffs except to pay my school fees? Oh ya,maybe include my hp bill which cost no more than $90 per month... Please understand my situation..I have no one else to rely on, you see.. If all i've done to you is not good enough,pls tell me straight to the point..!

Remember, i've been independent since i was 14.... INDEPENDENT..!

"Ibu mengertilah aku sengsara
Lemas berendam airmata..."

What ever my coming carreer im facing,i'll face it with all my heart.Don't regret if one day i had the intention to fly oversea and never come back, not to enjoy my life, but for further studies..
I'll do wateva i think the best for me for now..
Living at a "risk" without finding a solution to escape is like waiting to be dead! I don't wanna be dead without doing any hard work.

Not once u react this way to me, many many uncountable times.I knew it came from ur heart not your mouth.You really don't like the way i am now.. U wanted me to be part of ur "second family" but i rejected, so what? i am what i am..i am born to be this way....

"What comes out from your mouth will go to my ear. But what comes out from your heart will go to my heart."

Insyallah.with allah's guide and my love one guideS, i'm able to live my life as per normal..!
AMIN....

P/S: counting down to National Day!!!! See you there guys...!

2005-07-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

Long time i didnt update this thing...I mean this blog to be specific..
Last few months, i sat for the "English For Business" examination at Raffles Institution. The school was big,its just that it is quite old...
ANyway the paper wasn't that hard as i have stored the foemat in my brain...! heheh.
As new module starts, my head was really spinning as this is "Business in English". Sound as if the same but this two module is really different! This one was hard...HARD..
Last week,we received our result for "Practical Computing".
I pass!! Yahoooooo......!! Feel like jumping out of the classroom..each of our name are being call.We are given an envelope where the cert are placed inside...I take the envelope and sign under my name in a list then went back to my sit...Trembling maybe coz of the aircon or maybe scared of the result..!?
i sat down calming myself and open the envelope....take out the paper n saw that i pass both section in the module.. Alhamdulillah....
N now,4 mole module's result 4 me to face....And 3 more exam to sit... Hope to combine the 5 module with "PASSES" and there will be my Double Dip..... By end of tiz year,my course will end and by end of nxt yr,i will be receiving the results for all....
Anywae for this module,touch more on business but the lecturer was fun....FUN.. :)
Enjoy myself n looking forward for the nxt lesson nxt week...This coming week will be our "holiday" as our lecturer will be oversea and resume the nevt week.. Wateva it is, hope time flies fast as i can't wait to enjoy working life in office...! hahahaha...

*Promoting soon....Alhamdulillah*

New module New shit?

2005-03-31T04:33:00.000-08:00

Im damn bored now and really can't force my eyes to sleep even though tomorrow meeting Fauzi at 10.30a.m... :)
Actually yesterday i did update my blog but.....! But it suddenly says "problem occurs"..
wateva...Im really angry with this thing..Dun u?
Tuesday i started new module,English business.Sound easy yea...hahaha...
I just couldn't figure out what it is all about u know! The class should start at 6.45p.m..So me and Nurul reached there at 6.15 and decided to repair Nurul's hp coz of some problems.It takes almost 30 mins and i was standing there expecting to get back the hp and get lost from there.
Then the clock shows 6.45p.m...I told Nurul to leave the hp there and went up to class first.So she agreed..My stomach is growling and so we headed to 7 11 first to get a quick bite.Bought a sandwich and Pepsi Ice which is really not nice!!!!! i HATE it! Bleagh~~ So i really force myself to eat as fast as posible,not like a pig ah pls,and throw like a quarter of it away.Went up to our class which has changed to room 8..No more computer for me!:( hahaha....
I thought the teacher should be in the classroom,but only students there... :) So we find a nice place,corner,so can chit chat and smsing with peeps...hahahaha...!! shhhhhh...~~
We waited for our lecturer till about 7.30p.m.Then we are told that he will be late.About 8p.m he will be there...OK fine..U've wasted my time and my food!! Nevermind...Waited like stupid there.Jenny decided to go home and yes she did,but,it didn't happen! hahahahahahaa...
poor Jeny got to go up again after going down clashing with the lecturer who told her to go up back! hahahahaa.....it is already 8.30p.m ok Mr lecturer! Make it fast!
For me,he should first introduce himself, brief idea about our module and start straight away.But he didn't! argh!! He did introduce..Then......bla bla bla about his degree and diploma stuffs...Somemore he got the cheeck to say, "I don't really know what time your class started and ends.Futhermore 4 today,im not prepared." Wah,talk as if nothing happen sia! bodoh! i hate this! So he just give us a thick notes,Yea thick and go through that..Thats it and he is like DUMB,who gave us 5 mins break which is asked by Jenny! hahaha...
While he talks crap in the class,going through the notes,Jenny raised her hand and says "Sir,can i have 5 mis break?" Guess wat he answer??!! "Ouh ok sure..You all can get a 5 mins break and come back" Walauway! wat kind of lecturer is he??
And so we happily take our break.......
I really pray hard that today,or shud i say,Thursday,the lesson won't be like that again! u wasted my time! u wasted my money...Whateva it is, just one thing i wanna tell u Mr Experience Lecturer, "I wanna pass this module and get my cert!" Get me? i shud juz stop here coz i really can't stop thinking about it! hm........peace peace....

Tomorrow,or shud i say later,plan to met Fauzi at 10.30a.m and went out a while with him before i go to school.School! hahahaha...reminds me of the lecturer again..K k,better really stop here!!!! Gonna update my friendster profile i suppose or maybe play some internet games b4 i could sleep in peace..hehehe....Gd nite,opz...Gd morning! :)
*Peace*

2005-03-26T15:46:00.000-08:00

Yester i went for a make-over at Bugis with my sister...Our appointment was at 3.30p.m but we called up and says that we will b there at about 4p.m....So as we reached there,we are told to choose an outfit...My sis was given a black blouse with a tube and i was given a pink down-shoulder bluse... Pink! my Favourite colour! hehehehe
Then both of us take a sit in front of a big mirror and then here comes the part which im waiting for,Make-up! hahahahaa.. My sis's make up artist is a young malay lady.I tell u,she is damn sweet and pretty man!!! And mine is a young chinese lady..She is soo sweet too...I just dunnoe how this people end up here...They shud be a model! hahaha...But i respect them as they have their own personality!! Just look at them,that pretty and they can stand there and make-up people....hahahaa.....*wateva*
So they do "stuffs" to our face...Touching up here and there...Lining our eyebrown and so....
Durign e making-up,i close my eyes most of the time..When i opened, "Is this me?" Hahahaa....
There is a change i admit...Especially to my eyes and nose...I look at my sister and she llok at me,we smile...hehehehhe :)
Then my sister take her single-shot first....I take few minutes later than her coz my hair is long...Her hair was being curled up.....And sprayed gold....Mine,the make-up artist says "Wah,ur hair is long...Got the colour already,so i starightened it more and then i do something la ha.."
In my heart says "Wateva la...as long u won't cut it.."
After all was done,I was called into a room then *pose pose n pose* with my sister....After my turn for a single-shot,I was told to choose one more outfit..This time she gave me a tube and a jacket....black one for mow...hehehehe...
And again...a single-shot~~ Wah...many poses and getting tired i admit! :p
Went home at about 6 and went to meet Rafi and As'ad....Walk around there and went to eat at Bugis....Then we went to esplanade and sit along the sea!.....hehehehehehe
Walked from there at about 10p.m and went home kept thinking about the photoshot! hehehe
By next week we are able to get the photo..... yeah!!
*peace*

2005-03-23T12:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after school me and Nurul thought of going to Tampines for some revision..Then later she change her mind going to Eunos to pay her Hp bill....Suddenly at 8.45p.m,Rafi msg me. "u abis skul kul pe? i otw nk p sane amek u k? tgh biol nie." So i was like, "Ape hal plak nie??"
I got the feelings that they had a fight just now at Bugis...So i reply to him to meet me at the first level of my school at about 9.30p.m....
Me and Nurul finished our assignment quite fast.About 9.15 we are ready to go home! hehehehe
After our lecturer check the assignment,we went down..I msg Rafi and he says he is OTW... About 3 more minutes i give him a call "Where r u""Crossing the road here at S11 with botak k" So later i get to know that they really into a fight..
Nasib la si Botak tk kasi Rafi fight.."Apit,ko pikirkan pompan ko sua pit,kasi aku go"
I was relieve to hear that from wat they say....Botak is a very nice guy from wat i know..Hamdan is one more cute fren of them! hahaha....alwaes make us laugh by Botak's joke abt him....!
So yesterday we walked to Eunos to pay Nurul's bill then we proceed taking MRT while Nurul went home by bus.As we reached the second floor,Dan asked,"Eh,kwnnyer dah balik?" Then Botak looked at him and says "Ko nk number pe? mintak la jgn step tnyer da balik kape" We burst into laughter there...!! hahahahahaha From wat i see,Dan is like easily attracted to girls! The first time i know him,he always look at me as if he wanted to ask something....Same goes for the gals who sat behind us at Pavillion...
The train was quite full..I mean the sits..So the 4 of us got to stand la...Then reached Tampines at about 10p.m. and we went to sit at Pavilion there...Get some buns and drinks and looked at Botak piercing Dan's eyebrow!!! *Ouchhh* I plan to pierce my toungue but Apit dun allow... :(
Nevermind,forget it,it just makes me angry! hehehe
So about 10.40p.m Rafi sent me home and we quarrel bcoz of something......... Hm...Rafi,if you are reading this,I would like you to know that wat u did is wrong k B......
Then he went home by taxi...Loaded mah...! :p
Ok,now i wanna go and give him a call bcoz meeting Botak later at 2!
*Peace*

2005-03-22T12:52:00.000-08:00

my exam is juz ard the corner!! about one more week!! I'm not sure wether i had done full revision or not,but i knew i did some...hehhe
Life in this line is not stress but when it comes to the exam,you won't knoe how i feel...Can you just imagine paying for an exam paper which cost $150++....Would you be damn scared when it comes nearer coz u r scared u might go down the drain!! hahahahaa.... I hope i don't!!

Anyway,Yesterday met Yana at her voiddeck and help her out with her probs....Really in need so giving her solutions is the best...Met Nurul then after all had settle,we proceed to work.....
And guess what!! Rafi lend me his iPod...!! :) Haahaha....I just love it man....thx dear! :)
He says i may use it whenever i want,so seems like it is mine!! wahahaha.... :p
I just can't imagine living in this world with all the best things and getting everything i dream of....OMG must be wonderful sia...! So later meeting Rafi again before i went to school for my revision....Maybe after seeing his face,everything in school is gonna be easy?? hehhee
So we plan to go to the nearest beach,maybe,then meet Nurul at Bedok for Lunch... :) after *burp* we will proceed to school leaving Rafi alone home...hehehehe.....

Oh ya!! one more unbelievable things happened yesterday...As usual,early in the morning i woke up,open my cupboard and get ready my contact....Went to the toilet,wash my face and hand,went back to my room and put on my lenses.... Then i will close my door and smoke... Everytime after smoking i would throw the damn filter away,but yesterday, i don't!
i went to work at 2 and leave the bloody filter which can't walk to the dustbin itself there! :p
So wen my mum reached home,she saw and asked my bro...My poor bro was shocked! hahaha
My sis msg me,and at 10p.m i saw the msg which stated "Oi ko tdi isap rokok tk buang eh?? mak nmpk ader rokok kat atas radio."
I was like "Did i?" haahaha......really blurr.....scared wanna go home leh...hahaha..but i tell myself,mybe this is the time for my parebts to get to know about me....
So when i reached home, my mum was asleep.... hm.....
the next morning which means just now, this is wat my mum msg me "Eh smlm ko isap rokok eh dlm bilik tinggalkan atas radio?"
Only this is wat she type....hehehe....Maybe she knows but i dunno.... :p
And now,i know that she know.....and she know that i know...! and so i know that i can smoke anytime i wat... :p *yeah* Really appreciate all things happen in my life...Including the bad things coz i know life must go on even though the most terrible thing happen to you one day....
*Peace*

2005-03-05T11:37:00.000-08:00

I think i shud just update my blog for once......once? hahahaha
Felt like no hope when i get to know that Apit had to be in for two weeks.....
I was so woken up by a call at about 9.20a.m on Wednesday.... "U, u dgr sini k,org kene jatuh 2 minggu and all i can say is, im sorry"
What the hell?? I thought i was dreaming!! We talked for about 10 minutes and he got to put down.....He told me to cal up his mum and tell that he will be back by 16/3/05......
Only god knows how my heart felt that time.....I really hope that the incident is in my dream......
I really cry and can't stop thinking of what has he done.....! 2 weeks isn't that long but there must be something wrong somewhere rite? He did asked me wether i'll be contacting him after he is out,and of coz i do......"U klw nk tunggu org,nti org keluar,org carik u...But klw u da jumpe boy lain,its up to u sebab i tau nie semua salah i"
Oh soooo sweeet.....! hehehehehe...Ya,but wateva it is, i really wish that he won't continue "staying" there.....Everyday i kept thinking about him that i really got no other things in my mind....I just can't imagine how is he like there...Enuff sleep? Enuff food? Oh no!!! What is he trying to do......

One thing i can't accept is that he didn't declare to me the day before that he went to court... He says that he doesn't want me to think about it....So now do u think i dun think about it Apit???
I just dunno why he didn't want me to know....For now,im not sure wether Botak is with him or not...And if he did,i guess i know what is wrong...
Counting down till the day he gonna be free...... **16/03/05**
p/s:I'll pray for ur safety and do take care of yaself.....

2005-01-27T15:20:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 7.30 a.m by Rafi's call...He supposed to call me at 8.30a.m but why did he call me up an hour early...?? Ok,then so i talked to him till about 8a.m and i went to sleep again! hahaha....Suddenly i woke up by his call again at 8.20 and talked again till 8.50...I grab my towel and went to the toilet...Met Nurul in the bus 21 and straight to our school to pay the fees..After filling some forms and paid,we went to had our lunch at the coffeeshop nearby... So now,we are gonna be schooling soon Nurul! hehehe.....
Ok,we ate Nasi Ayam sambal which is so nice and walk to the bustop to Bedok...Sat under the void deck till 1 and pick her bro from skul..I proceed home taking bus no.8 and now im still tired....
Thinking bout my studies and also my life...Monthly payment will be made by me and my mum...Thanks mum...I'll try my very best to get the cert... :) The first memorable day will be on 15/02/2005.... :)

2005-01-26T22:25:00.000-08:00

"Zimah,ader N level cert kan? Da naik 1 star,tknk try apply manager? Mam recommend...Da lame Zimah keje kan...Lgipun Zimah tkd black record..Attitude pon baik....Try tnyer Mam Caren la..Die recommend org,bagus tau..."
Terkejut aku tgh makan....That time i was having my 30minutes break.. She asked wether i want to give it a try,but i should think twice because im taking my diploma and wants to be a manager at the same time..? it will makes me mad! hahahaha....Maybe this is the outcome of me being patient working there for 3 years.... :) I should think again about it.. My mum said i should give it a try but i myself still got no much moral support for this..Therefore,i need to give myself sometime...Maybe after i ended my course this year,i will try to sign on next year... :) hehehe! a young,energetic n cute manager! hahahaahaha....... :p

2005-01-22T23:38:00.000-08:00

Went to Sentosa with Cik Juminah,her husband,her 3 sons and Fauzi.. Mam Juli and Nurul couldn't make it because of some things that they need to attend..So we are supposed to meet at 3p.m..But i nedd to follow my family to my nenek's house and we reached there at 12.30p.m...So we left at about 3...I thought that im late,but luckily,Cik Juminah says that she will be a bit late too..So i rush home by taxi and then met Fauzi at 4.. Thought of meeting them at 4.30p.m at teh coffee shop nearby...But we are late 15 mins...! When we reached,we give a call and their turn to say that they will be late...Ok,so they reached about 15 mins later..So it will be about 6p.m..Take the bus there and went to Pahlawan Beach..Get changed and buy a suntann spray...
The sun still shines and i spray the suntann liquid...Actually it is useless coz about 20 mins later later,the sun moves,i mean the shade la.. :) so i jumped in the sea and it was very cold....take few pictures at the side and continue to swin to the center where the yellow float/platform are.. Then at about 7,get out from the sea and ate something Cik Juminah brought.. yummy yum yum.... Went to the nearest shoppin mall for a while then take 65 back home....Anywae at Sentosa i bought a pink bag for only $5! it looks so sweet..plan to use it when im going to study next month... cheap but nice......means the same as sweet and simple... :)
*peace*

2005-01-20T23:29:00.000-08:00

Yes ar! I've passed my test....All going well that day...relieve.... The trainer said i've improved so very the much...! hehehe
gonna be getting an increasement by next month and also a star..Actually not a big deal holding on one,just a point to let myself know that i really can do it... :) So will be enjoying life for another 2 yrs in there and gotta get new and better job when it will be closed down.... Oh no,im gonna be missing my dear werkmates...!!! luv ya all guys....
*peace*

2005-01-19T13:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,which means juz now actually,had a very very long conference between me,Nurul,Man and Fen...And i get to know that Fen still have a feeling towards me....Anywae Fen,sorry for what i've done..I get to know when me and nurul decided to talk privately and then just came up silently listening to Fen and Man conversation.......
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At work,a girl came to "stare" at us werking...So whats up with her? She just being jealous cause she can't get any money...? And yea,thats the reason....So,SHE came at 6.15.pm and did nothing except for staring and threatening that something bad will happen...So? We are not scared.. "Go msti go eh Nurul" And so they just sat near the counter and stare at Nurul...I got the feeling that she got something for me too as she did glance at me at the base...So at 7.15p.m,they left leaving a middle finger signal...! hahahaha....isn't that sound so damn funny and stupid? And the girl that did that gave a hot topic for me,Nurul,Man and Fen to talk about that day...

Nurul called me up at about 12midnight to talk about it..So she mention Man's name and i asked what is he up to about this thing....After short conversation,i put down the phone to have a quick bath..Later,about 1 i think,she called me back...I came up wif this idea of doing conference...
So i called her back and few minutes later,Man call....3 person talking about the GIRL who acts big at Kfc...
"Eh zimah,ajak lagik satu org ar conference,aru gerek..."
"Lek eh,aku try carik one...*looking through my phone for contacts* k k...dpt..korg wait..."
So i called up Fendi and he is not asllep yet! i asked him to call Nurul's number and there we go,4 person talking bout the stuffs...Fen did tell me to get into trouble coz it may be a criminal...Hey,he is thingking too far..! But as what me and Nurul says, we will not just to keep quite if that girl had gone too far....And Man is so called a "helper" in this coz he told us not to be scared as he could "activate" any time...We talk and talk and didn't feel sleepy at all even though the clock strikes 4 in the morning! :)
Fen and Man tell us not to think negative about all the things as it will just affect our routine...And guess what,today,something is happening... I can just wait till tonight to know what actually happen...
At 5.15a.m,Man went to bed..So left the three of us...Few minutes later,Fen got to put down to get ready for his work at 6a.m..! hehehe....sori Fen,and thanks for conferencing with us....And now,left me and Nurul...Talk about what we are supposed to do at work later when anything unsangkerable happen... :p both of us went to sleep at about 5.45am and i woke up at 12 noon! hahahaha....tired but really enjoyed myself...Nywae its just once in a bluemoon...hahaha!
argh,ok then,gotta get ready for stuffs to werk later and also looking through my test paper for the test later!oh no.....Again.....~~
*Peace*

2005-01-17T16:33:00.000-08:00

Reached home about 30 minutes ago...This morning woke up at 7.30a.m by Nurul's call..!! *yawn*
Nurul:Zimah,da bangon ke belom?
Me: Baru bangon la nie..(Rubbing my eyes but still closed)
Nurul:Jumpe wat time?
Me: Skrg kul pe eh?
Nurul:7.30...
Me: (Open my eyes) huh?? pagi nyer! siol ko kejot aku siang2...
Nurul: Jumpe kul 9 ah,aku nk mkn breakfast ar..
Me: ah,ye lah ye lah....bye....
I get up from my bed and went to the toilet..Get "set up" and went off at 8.40a.m....Early ya? hm....... Met Nurul at 8.55a.m at small mac..We headed to Mac and had our breakfast..Thanx Nurul for the treat.. :)
We get 2 sets of Big Breakfast Meal and got this one guy pass by and look at us as if we own him something....So i think i own him a smile and a wave...And i really did...! hahaha....He is shocked....~
After that we went to kfc for a while to see our mam and Cik Juminah..
It was so cold in there because of the wether outside that is raining....
Then at about 9.50a.m,we went to take bus 21 from somewhere near there and proceed...Went to look through all the stuffs..The admin there is friendly...Talked to her and i saw students coming out from the classes....Hm.....mostly malay..Only 1 or 2 india and chinese...So after looking through all the stuffs,we made up our mind to choose this one... "Private Diploma in Secretery & Business Administration" Sounds professional right? hehehe...The course is like wow...Expensive though but really a good future for us....So we fill in a form and told to come back and made a starting first month payment by this month...We will start our lesson in the February....! Gonna be studying soon....Have to really concentrate damn hard coz it will be a lost if i didn't take it seriously as the fees are expensive..We plan to study together and look forward for a better job after getting the diploma by next year....Insyaallah..Amin.....

2005-01-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

"There is always a tiger behind every lion! " Oh the stadium was full with people in red and white!! Police on duty,Indonesia's supporters and also stalls selling foods and drinks..We didn't buy any food there coz planned to eat somewhere after that..So,as we reached the bustop,we follow the "route"....OMG,so many supporters!! Reds reds reds..... So the "trip" took us about 10mins to the stadium....As we reached there,we went up a stairs and went to find a sitting place....The opposite side from my view did not occupied fully and i thought that it will be like that the whole match... Guess what,in about 15 mins later,i can't see empty spaces anymore!!! All reds and whites only!! hahahaha....More reds~~ Only few whites...Anyway,the Indonesia fans are wearing white..! :p Indonesia fans only occupy a very small portion...Maybe about 80 supporters only...
Singapore is really cool..!! We did Kallang waves before the match started...It was an excellent one! i did involve myself ha..! :)
The cheerleaders gangs are making lotsa noise supporting the Lions..They hit the drums and cheers loudly!
First kick-off at 7.30p.m......
Wa caya sama lu la Singapore!! Even though not a big win,tapi still a winner! hahaha...
First few minutes "GOAL"...!!! Terlompat-lompat kiter... One more Kallang wave.... fuyoh...very happening la...Goalkeeper power! :)
Bleagh~Tatz bout it..Tired.... Overall..Singapore win 2-1...!
=Congratulation Lion!!=

2005-01-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Today was totally B.O.R.E.D...i never ever expected that the NEW KFC didn't "attract" customers...! The day before,I really do my job...! Scrub from North to South and East to West from 2p.m-10p.m!! The place really change to a smaller one! Very small...i repeat,SMALL... Now i can just shout across for the "lobbies" to send the product... The light is now orange for the dining and white for cashier,base and cook side... I really thought that today will be a crowd,but my expectation was very wrong...! Very very wrong...I can tell you all that we,4 cashiers didn't do much..I work from 1p.m-9p.m today...A midshift.. Of course gonna be damn tired,but,not for today...Not at all...From 1 till 3,my POS is only fill with 1/2 orders..! can you imagine...It was like about only 6 customers!! Oh no,slack man....walauway! the lobby was very clean without customers..! ahahhaa...No more crowd..Maybe it is because of half of the KFC was being "cut down" and people can't see that the other side was still open...Wateva~
No more shouting for orders because of too many customers,no more aunties packing whip potato,and many more things changes...
Where have all the customers gone? haiya,really bored....I can tell you that i felt no-tired at all for my 8 hours working,except BORED...! And guess what,mam let m go home at 8... :) cut one hour pay....:p hahaha!
However,i hope tomorrow will b at least a crowd...Really not shock if tomorrow the customers will flood pavillion Kfc! :) gotta sleep now,im werking morning shift tomorrow! oh no.......... :) *yawn*

TO PEOPLE OUT THERE :
open ur eyes big.. now i wanna say to all of you "KFC AT PAVILLION IS OPEN!" :)
*peace*

2005-01-08T01:04:00.000-08:00

Looks like WE are gonna be in the same boat sooner or later.... Just pity you guys.....can't say much,just wishing you all,all the best gals! :)

Hooray! Singapore won by 3-1 with Indonesia....! Was so happy! Really support Singapore! Just can't believe it.....Really thought that Indonesia was damn good... But i just can't say that much coz on 16th January, gonna be another match! wanna look at it LIVE at Kallang Stadium... Yes,anyone out there wanna follow me? :p
Just can't wait to see who really get in the Final cup!! Go Singapore Go! hahahahaha......

Wait! i got a prob...! Get to know this one guy,showing tantrum towards me! cannot explain or describe!! argh~~~ help!!!

Got to sleep now coz gotta some plan to Sentosa tomorrow morning! ops,i mean today........ :) yahoo!! *yawn*
*peace*

2005-01-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

Just came back from celebrating my Friend's birthday.First we met at City Hall interchange..The birthday girl was 17 this year..And me,i just can't wait to turn 17 coz im planning to make either a chalet or pit or maybe a treat like what they did just now!! hehehehe.....
So,back to the story...Met them at 2 and waited for the others..Total of 5 people...One of them is actually one of my old friend from Kompang..
We head to erm.....where ha? Just can't remember.. We went to Pizza Hut and buy a set meal for 4.....There are 2 pan of pizza...Few minutes later after we eaten 1 pan,one more of our friend,Jamal,call and asked to "fetch" him....So Faizal went down and few minutes later they reached.....So the 6 of us chat and chat and lastly,Roy,got up with this idea of mixinig all the ingredients found on the table to be poured in the soup....! hahahaha...They put the Tobasco and cheese and.....and more! Each of them try axcept for me and Nana....Their face get red when they had eaten it...! hahahaha...must be damn spicy and yuckz! :)
From the first look,i thought Roy was 19 and Jamal was about 21....
Then we went to play pool at CINEPLEX which is at Somerset.However,Jamal had to go home coz need to attend som important stuff which he told us about......
At the pool then i get to know their real age....i was shocked...~~
The first round,Faizal and Roy hold the cue...Faizal won.... Then second round was suppose to be me and Nana..But then Nana did not want to play as she said that she dunno how to play and really dun wanna to give it a try....So i break the ball and Mamat continue...On and on.....Then,i won! :p
So this guy,Roy, wanna give it a try with me.... :) I just nodded my head.. "Next round i try with u ok...?" hehehe...so we had a "challenge".....Guess what! i won! he smile at me..... hahahaha.....What to do...it is my luck... :) actually he did give me one chance....But that wasn't really a CHANCE as he only shoot the other direction,not giving me a chance to shoot twice...So,it is my luck,not just a chance given by him...hahaha....So he did tell Abg Fi that my face looks like 18! did i? ok wateva~~ u also ok Roy......What makes me paisey is that Roy tell Fi that my face looks like Nordiana! hahaha...paisey liao..!
nywae,Thankz ya Roy..! hahahahahahaha.......
I had a great time....Didn't spend my money at all.....! :p thx to the who-ever person who paid for it...
Then we sat at the rooftop to cut the cake...It was so romantic even yhough we are sitting 5 person together.... Birthday girl make a wish and blow the candle.... We ate and talk....Went off at 7.45p.m.... The sad thing is that Roy had to meet his Girlfriend....nevermind...
I,Nana and Mamat went home by Mrt, while faizal,Roy and his gal went to HMV.... "Nice to know you and nice playing pool with you..." He shake his hand with me to say Goodbye....We seperated at about 8 and i reached home about 9p.m.....
Hope to meet you guys again....Really enjoy myself and no regrets going out with you all guys...! See ya other time or later at my chalet ya..! :)
*peace*

2005-01-04T22:24:00.000-08:00

I never thought that the test was sooo damn hard! After taking it,i tell you, it is damn f*****g hard siol...!!!!! I did went through all the notes given,and notes that i had noted down..As i reached at my workplace, Mam Caren show me more notes and showed me some stuffs needed to know....i went through a yellow file and....."if you are ready,come down."
Oh no...!! time flies very fast.....! i close the file and went down....
Is the amount of water for whip potato is 3.85 litre gma?? Ish~ i really blurr...It should be 2.85 litre! And the question was very very hard!!!!
I can't imagine what will happen if i really continue and finish it up...
I stop it half way through coz i really cannot make it..To be continue on the 19th of January..... I was really sad and shocked with the outcome...
However,i was lucky enough that one of my guy workmate,Xue Cheng, help me to overcome my bad feelings....Thankz... :) what makes me strong is that my mates tells me this...
Mama Juminah: "Biar fail test kat sini,jgn fail kat skola..paham?"
Kelly: "Aiya,nothing one la.."
Benedict: "Fail fail la,who cares...!can retake mah~"
Xue Cheng: "Come la,i help u..I teach u..want or not? Sure easy one....Come la...."
So he taught me till about 6.30p.m...Then talked about the chalet next week....Buying stuffs at the morning and go to the chalet with Cik Juminah and nurul at the afternoon....So,for now i think i better go through the list again and again coz i had only 10 more days to continue the ****ing test...!!! Oh no.....i need help.... :(
I hope i can pass the test to take a star..... but,if i really can't,i got nothing to say and nothing that i can do..... right? nywae just now saw Wan superman and Azhar(kompang fwen) just say hi and smile with my hands waving at them.....tats all for today i guess.....hehehehe!
gotta get ready for tomorrow's outing! :p
*peace*

2005-01-04T14:01:00.000-08:00

Gma in car.....

Gma with the Havana helmet....

But when can i get my own car and my own motorbike with a Havana helmet? hahahah!! Hafiz~~can you hear me?? "Can spare me one Havana helmet pls...." hahahaha.....msti Hafiz pegel..Nak ajak kakak kok tk dpt,ni adik yg mati matian nk..hahahah!!! Hey,its my interest... :)
So now,im looking forward for the wat-so-ever test needed for the licence to be in my hand..! hahaha....I don't care wether it is gonna be in 1 years time, 2 years time,3 years,or even when i am 21....I just want to ride a bike myself....hm....can i? "Nak seribu daya,tknk seribu dalih" n "When there's a will,there's a way..." :p
*peace*

2005-01-04T13:37:00.000-08:00

Most of my friends had started schooling yesterday! So fast right? hm....
While some others are starting school next Monday....And me, i am going to enjoy my life for manbe either about 3 months or 6 month more...! hahahahaa...... :) Actually i did not apply for any,except that i had to attend an interview at the HP company on the 6th...! should i?? Oh no...
i still wanna enjoy...hehehehe....Maybe im signing for the April or July intake.....So for now,im gonna spend my time at my beloved workplace! :) And guess what,TOday im gonna take a test at my workplace...! Oh no...i just learned some and i really can't remember all the grams ond timing...If i fail this,I have to wait 3 more months to retake...No!!!! What a waste.......Hope not.....

And yesterday there is this three groups of different guys come to buy at my counter...
1st grp: Hm....ape aku nk mkn eh? "Ni sedap tak?"
me :Boleh tahan la....try la..
him:Ok la....give me 1 set..
after packing the order......
him:alamak....kecik nyer..kenyang ker....?
me: KLw rase tk kenyang,take two piece meal la..
him:Ah....ok...boleh...sorry eh...
his friend: Ko nk psycho org jer...betul2 la...abeh die suruh ko beli tu,ko amek,die suruh beli ayam two piece,ko amek...hey....
him:diam la....*smiling*
me:Thank you....
him:You are very welcome...Ni da lame werk?
I just dun bother and turn around to pack a drink for Cik Juminah....
his friend:Hahahaha..malas die nk layan kiter la...*walked away*
2nd grp:
Him:Two piece meal please...
me:Original?
him:crispy.....
me: Having here?
him:Over there pls.. *Pointing at the corner*
Stupid! funny izzit? Do you think i will let you to eat in front of me even though you really want to eat at the counter?? Hahahaha...i just can't imagine how it would be like when he is eating at the counter without sitting down! hahaha...U're fooling yourself.....bleagh~~
3rd grp:
him: Kasi set nie satu eh...
me:Ok...makan sini?
him:Ye saye...
Wah.....baik seh...hahah...
me:ok.....$2.95..
him:Terima kasih....Chilli lebeh eh....dgn mayonnaise...
Kirekan die tknk i get angry,so he says this "Thanks very much eh...nari tk busy? Tk ramai org ke?"
me: Tk sgt la....ok same2....

Friendly ya....? ok....end this here...Wanna go thru my list of notes for test later..! (Now i feel like taking a test in my school) haiz~~~
*peace*

2005-01-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

"What kind of attitude are you showing to me?" This is what i accidentally heard while i was taking order......I turned my head to the left and saw two chinese girls was starin at one of my workmate who is taking their order... What the hell are they tryg to do at the KFC...? did they think they own the company?? The stupid thingy that cause this is that they asked for two breast meat....!! "Sorry mam,there is only one breast meat left,why don't you take one original?" Maybe the two girls thought that my friend is playing on her....Whatever~~ So after the girl 'bombard' her,they walked away with what they wants,looking at the cashier side....Funny izzit? They make my friend cry! OMG...my friend really cry! poor her...All of us were so angry that we talked about them for almost few hours!! hahahaha....They are just su**s...!
We did comfort our poor friend and few minutes later she is back to the counter... Thanks god nothing BAD things happen like shouting amongs the customers and the four cashiers..!
Just wanna stress to all readers out there who loves to visit any fast food restaurants,to take what is available...do not be damn fussy! be courteous to us and we will return back the same to you guys.....
*peace*

2005-01-01T14:43:00.000-08:00

Looks like im gonna waste my time at the ITE Simei tomorrow... hahaha! I have to apply there personally..It is all because of my stupid idea of taking the traineeship programme...! maybe it is just the way im going through la....haiz~ bored...I thought of taking July intake but some of my friends said that there are no more July intakes....OMG... so now i have to get in the January intakes.....About the traineeship,i think im just gonna put it one side..~~ The HP company called me up and said about the interview....! oh,so u mean im accepted? oh no!!! "Hello,is this Hazimah? ok...u are invited for an interview at our Company at Alexandra ok..." I was stunned coz i didn't expect them to call me as my friend who applied for the same course did not receive any calls... Now,im trying to re-apply for the full-time course at ITE Simei... I scared that i couldn't get in because the closing date is on the 3rd and now is already 1st...! anyway,HAPPY NEW YEAR...! Hehehehe....
Ok,What i really wish for now is,I get in the course and ready to school on the 10th of January.....If let say,*think negative* I was not accepted in the January intake,i will try to go for the April or July intakes la... Nevermind...wateva it comes,i'll take....yea...And for my traineeship or the interview,Juz forget it...sorie to them...! :p k,looks like i've got to iron my working uniform....take care guys and wish u all the best in your 2005 life ya...! HAPPY NEW YEAR....~~
*peace*

2004-12-30T23:56:00.000-08:00

On the 28th of December,I went to meet Fauzi to "celebrate" our 3 yrs anniversary... :) It was really touching.... First....Met him at the blk opposite mine....Went to eat at Kampong Chai Chee...Waste quite some time there...Then we went to watch Movie "Eternity Blade".. We watched it at Tampines Mall....The movie ended at 8.45p.m i guess,But we went out at 8.30 coz We plan to go to Pasir Ris Park....Then we take the Mrt to Pasir Ris....Plan to buy something at the mini shop at the interchange,but it was closed!!!So i duuno suddenly i get so frustrated and angry...I myself dunno why..! :p
Then i cancel our plan to Pasir ris park coz i think it is just a waste of time right...Furthermore,No lights! can't see people...! hahahaha
Actually before that i plan to go esplanade,But it seems that Fauzi did not so called like it... So that is the point of time where i can so called say angry bout it...hehehe.... So i went to Mrt station and he asked wether im going home...? I said that im going somewhere and i wanted him to go home....He was shocked! yesh i saw that...hehehehe *sorie*
Then take the Mrt Back to Tampines.....I asked him to get down at the Tampines station...But he doesn't wants...i was very angry...i still dunno why....!!! Then i say,wether he get down or i will get down....So at Simei, He get down!! he left me? Then he msg me....The funny part is, we met back at City Hall...! :) Met there at about 9.30p.m i think.... :) hahaha! Then went to Esplanade.... At last! i get where i wanna go....~~
The route there took us about 10 minutes...So when we reached Esplanade,We bought ais krim.....By this time my heart was already soft...! hahaha....Then i so-called said sorry to him....did i? hehehe..... We sat there look at the merlion and see people walking and talking... :)
Walked away from there at about 10.45p.m.....Take mrt home and Fauzi can't send me to my home coz his last bus is at 11.45p.m.... So he waited for me till my bus 292 reaches.....really felt so touching bout wat had happened right? hahahahaha....!!!
i reached home at about 11.40p.m and kol him up...... *yawn*
Very tired already.....so sleep early...Feel so paisey after that..! hahahahaha....... Overall,im glad nothing bad happen that day...Just wish my relationship last long....Insyaallah... *amin*
*peace*

Swimming

2004-12-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Jurong swimming complex...It was very fun..! Going down the slide and going round and round....hahaha!
The wave was so hard that i accidentally lost my way...! There are so many people "visiting" the place~~ Noisy noisy...!
After that we went to eat at the nearest coffeeshop....I ate nasi goreng ikan bilis.....Then we went home at 6 and reached tamp at about 7.30p.m....Meet my mum and buy some stuffs... :) Reached home at 10.10p.m and switched on the tv to the MX3 show....! :p
Now im wondering how come the ite did not call me? hm~~ nevermind... i'll just wait~~ hehehehe..... Anyway,i really enjoy myself just now.....
*peace*

2004-12-22T17:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to ITE Dover earLy in the morning....Lucky there are not so many people....Went to meet them at 9.30a.m at bedok...Thought of taking the bus but then we took the mrt instead coz we might be late for that afternoon schedule... :)
Reached there at about 10.30a.m.....We thought we would be there as easy as shown in the map...However,we can't find the way there...! hahahaha....we looked at the map again but it makes no different...kwang3... then we took a taxi...... costs $3.10.... :) Went to get the course of our choice then attend a briefing for about 5 mins at the 4th floor...We get to know one guy..He is a chinese but then he looks like a malay....hm....he talked to us about ITE stuffs...He is bigger than us but then i forget to ask his age...too bad~~ hahaha! after that,we scan our ic and apply through the Internet at the computer room...There are few boys n girls aroud the place...Some looks like 20! As you know,there are mats n minahs too! some even come with their parents... :)
So after applying,we went to a room and take a short test... "Ok,you can proceed to the first floor to interview." Huh? inteview? i was shocked but then i was told that i wanted to get a traineeship course... So after the interview with a HP interviewer,we are given door gifts..! thanks...hahaha.....then we proceed to Bedok to eat...At about 2 we went home,but i went to meet my cuz and Lala at City Hall....We went to get our pay.... it was really tiring,lining up and waiting.... however,i really enjoy myself working there....! i get to know many new friends of different age,race and gender...Mostly chinese...They are more friendly...The malay guys are friendly too! You all won't believe if you get to see them,coz their face are like all those 'Mats n Minahs' that are really like shit outside...! sorie...no hard feelings.... :p
But then now,im off...Really look forward to work....Miss the staffs and all the guests!! :)
Today i'll just sit at home and rest coz tomorrow i will have a lot of fun with my cuz Sha,lala and my friends...! Girls,we wil enjoy ourself tomorrow ok! do gimme a kol tonite..! :* muakzz..
*peace*

2004-12-20T10:59:00.000-08:00

Woke up early today.Cancel to ite Dover coz uf something...~~
tomorow we will be there early in the morning..!! hehehe...Kiasu'
Today plan to get my pay! yahoooo!!! $100+ buckzz!! im going for a shopping later...hahahaha....Money money... Then,by tomorrow,my Kfc pay will be out too! OMG...im goona spend em'....I wanna treat my cuzz back but got to plan with her earlier coz she is busy werking.....Wanna treat Og too.... :) poor him,always pay for me....maybe now i have to enjoy like hell coz im gonna be starting my school in January which is like about 2 more weeks.... Maybe i should try the April intake..? ya,can look into that again..... :)
I should have booked for my job yesterday coz many aunties n uncles booked for weekends! hmph! wanna easy job...!! This week im off from Kfc,so i can have time in my hotel stuffs and also pertaining my ITE stuffs and so......~~ Headache thinking about schools.....kwnang3...
Just wish to get my dream course.....!! *pray hard*
thats all for now,getting ready to "grab" my pay later! make sure it is enough for me!!!!!!!!!! if not,im gonna complain...pity me pls...hahahaha......

2004-12-19T23:14:00.000-08:00

Ok...Get my N level result....! I can't believe it that i actually pass..! wooohoooo.....! Very happy....Of course i do...My best 3 subjects consits of English,Maths n Malay....Total of 10 points..But,if include my mother O level malay,i will get a total of 8 points... isn't that a bit better? heheheh! Went in the hall and approach Miss Lum....! I get the green paper which means i can proceed to sec 5..The paper is a actually booklist for sec 5...! am i going to sec 5? Hm.....maybe no one force me to but someone out there says "Dun waste this opportunity"... haiz~~
N just now,i just surf through the net about ITE.... this course really attarcts me...heheheh!!! :)
Im gonna apply for it tomorrow....!! ITE Dover,here i come.... :)
Im happy and getting so excited! hope to get in the course.......
K la...outta for now,wanna haf a good sleep tonite! :p
*peace*

2004-12-08T01:43:00.000-08:00

One week or more i have not update my blog...So sorry to all..Im busy this few days or so..Busy werking most of the time...No time to do all the stuffs coz so samn tired after a busy and tiring day of werking..!
Nywae,today juz wanted to say that i really miss my gals pals... :(
Wen can we meet again? I knew im alwaes busy but it doesn't mean that i really 4get all of you..! Im juz catching up with $$ coz nowadays many stuufs need that or shud i say,all! So juz trying my best to give it all on werking ya...! Plan to go out with my peeps next monday but have to look at my schedule...
Today im werking and reached home at about 11.45p.m..Elya and my cuzz,shasha went to sleep at my place.We are tired..Juz now before i went to work,Meet hafiz and redha at interchang.Went to eat at macdonald. They went to play CS at pavilion.I straight away went to work coz already 4.20p.m... Have a tiring day at werk as usual..Tomorow im werking at 12-5...Have to sleep now and get ready for tomorow's job..!
Nywae im going to Zoo next week with mam Juli,Her guy N fauzi... Gonna look at all the animals.!! yuhuu!!! hehehe :) ah,4get it.Must sleep....im damn tired~~ *peace*

First day at work

2004-11-29T19:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my first day werking at SwissOtel...It was damn tiring but fun! i repeat,Fun...! we make the place like our home...The best part was the toilet! hahaha....Toilets? ya..! the toilet was damn huge and seperated by few doors and corners... There are lotssa lockers for staffs... It looks as if i was at a college~The lockers was in the toilets too...It is hard to explain..But it was huge!! Guess wat,at a corner,they is a room for staffs to rest! In a toilet there is a room? Yes there is....OMG...i myself can't believe my eyes....
The hotel is big of course and there are so many staffs...I get to know many new friends...They are of different ages...They are friendly.....Hey,the managers are friendly too! Very friendly..They are young and sporting...Only one of 'em is a bit strict....ah,nevermind....
We went in the hotel and get our pass...I and my cuzz including her friend proceed to the laundry point to get our uniform..It is like a jacket...White in color...So we went to the toilet to change..We put on light make-ups and tied up our hair...All of us was so nervous..!!! we were told to proceed to the "Padang" hall...Before that we get our name tag at the office...It took us 10 minutes to get to the office! we had to ask and ask anyone who passes us..! hahahahah..... So when we are very ready, we went to the ballroom.We had a short briefing before we start our job...We were given the sitting plan of the guests.
First,We are suppose to serve them drinks.All the guests are outside the ballroom standing around and chit chatting..It was very noisy! I held a round tray,place drinks and walked around serving them.First,i tried only 2 glasses..When im used to it,i placed 4 glasses and up to 6,7 and 8.. It was heavy.Maybe it was my first time~~ I hope to carry more..Looks professional ya.... :)
So,had to serve them for about 30 minutes-1 hour...Tiring starting...ish~~
Then as they moved in the ballroom,we,staffs are called to the backdoor to start pouring drinks.. We take our place and begin.I was given 3 tables! Hey,it was my first day and u hand me 3 tables?? Oh no! The starting wasn't quite well...One auntie came to me and said "Got to clear the tables ha.Who wants to clear for you?" Alamak! sort.... but as time goes by,i started to get used to it... I knew most of the steps needed...How to serve and stuffs...It was fun!
We are supposed to end at 11 but some guests are not home,so we extended to 11.30.. Standard,to 11.30 the latest.Those who went to take OT,stays back up to 3a.m... I should try one day...
Straight away went to the toilet to get changed...Our legs are aching...!!! *yaouch* We get a rest in the room in the toilet...All of us were too tired,so we stay till 12midnight there...
No more MRT or buses...So we take a cab home...My friends pay for it.. :) thanx...
Transports are only for OT staffs...But i'm sure im able to take the transport coz im one of the personal staffs...I haven't try before..hehehe.....
Reached home at about 12.30a.m...Tiring! very tiring.... BUt fun...
Our pay was paid daily..But we can take them up to 3 days of work.So,in another words,When u need money,Work on the spot and claim ur money at the end of your working hours... isn't that sounds great..?? Wah..later this month i can go for a shopping with them..! gotta grab more clothes!!! Im gonna claim my money after 5 days werking...Loaded by then. :) heheheh.....
hope to get used to the place faster so easier to move around and don't waste time searching and asking people! ok guys,outta for now,gotta get some rest!
*peace*

2004-11-18T21:05:00.000-08:00

Hari Raya had arrived and today is the 5th day if im not wrong...Don't blame me for miscounting the number of days! This yr is obviously not as happy as last year..After my late grandma passed away,my house is no more full like last year...Not happening at all..... i can't see my far away cousins cause we are not that closed! i mean our relationship is not yet bond or mayb won't....i cant understand why... Anywae,im gald and still stay as i am as i still had my other family members....We went out to my elder cousins' house till late at night.... very tired! yes we are.....
The forth day or Hati Raya,my mum had begin working....Me and my gals pals plan to go out.... I knew it is still early but there are something i need to attend end of this week and Maya is starting to work next week....
First,we proceed to Afini's house at Pasir Ris....We ate cake given by her neighbour...Quite yummy but i dun really like it coz i dun love cakes.....! do i?? hm.....
Later then,i saw Afini holding a digital camera...yea yea....Photo again! :p We took a snap.... say cheese.........

From left to right:Fini,Maya,Jda,Wid n ME...the lil gal is Afini's sister....
Look at me... is my hair turning gold? no? brown? maybe....hahaha...! taking revenge against the time i'm in secondary school actually...hehehe! All of us were in Afini's house...Thanks to her mum who took the photo for us.... :)
gotta get going...My lil sister is not well....! "where is my mum??!!!"
*peace*

2004-11-18T20:05:00.000-08:00

As i've said in my previous post,i wanted to upload my pictures i've taken...so...with Maya's help..... here is the outcome.....

Maya Gma and Jda.....
The best pals eva...
posing and enjoying ourself in front of the camera!
isn't im cute...haahhahaha!! my gals are cute too rite...!
Wat to do..Born to be Cute.....wakakaka....

Here we go again.....
nie la budak2 sort yg dah lame tk amek shot nie mcm....
happy sekejap! :p

Till here then......trying to upload Hari Raya photo later......
*peace*

2004-11-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

Today me and my pals went out to take our prelim result.We waited Miss Lum outside school for about an hour plus or two!! it was so tiring! She didn't come on time! we are supposed to meet at 1p.m but she came at about 3p.m.... haiz~~all of us were so angry and starting to get so tired! Widad and Sakinah then went in to search for Miss Lum....We did not went in with her coz that pathetic Ang Ju Lang told us to go out! "you all are not suppose to come in without school uniform.I am about to call the police!" wadda the hell is she trying to imply??? r we intriders or terrorists to your eye??
So we went out after she said that pathetic words out of her pathetic mouth! After a few minutes,we saw Widad and Sakinad sit on a bench outside G.O.. I thought they were waiting for someone to pass by and asked for Ms Lum,but few seconds later i saw Ms Lum walking towards them with report books...We were so excited!
Flip to the last page of my report book....Flip and flip,saw my result...Not that satisfying....Not good actually....I passed my Eng Malay and DnT only.... All my combined subjects went down the drain...hehehe...! Total mark=11 points...oppsss.....went out of the list isn't it...hahahah!!!
nevermind...i'll juz wait for my N level final result..
Then Widad have to go off to meet her mother..So she can't follow us to Orchard road...Me maya and jda planned to shop for something like clothes or stuffs la...So we walked to mrt station at and tooki the mrt for faster and shorter route.Afini Can't follow us too! She said she have to follw her mother to her cousin's house....haiz~~ Everytime she will have somthing to say when she can't follow us...hei,of course rite! hahahaha..... its her birthday,so i tink maybe she wanted to celebrate it with her family or so...i tink so la..... So only me Maya and Jda went to orchard.... It was so packed!!! we are like sardine in the mrt! it was about 5p.m.... so there are so many workers coming back from their workplace,so you guys should imagine how...

i'll make it short :

We went to eat at banquet coz im so hungry! From morning i've not eaten and i need something to go inside my stomach! hehehehe..... i ate Wanton Noodle...guess what!? i then bought fish n chip! OMG....i ate 2 plate of food... So did jda and Maya...! hahaha....they ate a lot too.... thanks to Jda who treat me more than half of the price of my fish n chip..... :) *burp*
We then went to Far East Plaza to have a look at the beautiful scenery and all different kinds of human beings... ;p Nothin much there,so i decided to go back to tampines....ya,really nothing much,juz Boys,Lights, And colours...! yes...no joke...!
Here in tampines we went to Tampines Mall and straight away to the toilet...ya,as u know,Girls! We actually planned to take a shot at the "pretty in tokyo"...(izzit?) Very fun....
so we took 4 different shots! It was so exciting...! we posed and posed.... i contributed only $2 coz i dunno why i did not bring that much cash today! ?? sori to Maya..... :p
we was satisfied with the outcome but maybe get so excited that Maya decided to take one more round! hahahahaha...me and Jda juz kept quiet...heheheh...This time round Maya paid for all...$8....thanks again Maya..... :) so we got two shots!!! totao up of 10 shots!! wow...isn't it so wonderful...it will be more exciting if Fini would be there.....oh,but she's not.....too bad..
Actually now i wanted to upload the pictures we've taken,but....*shy* i donno the wat so eva thing..... src=0>> wat eva....! wekeke...maya is asllep i supposed,so i can't upload it la.... wait till tomorrow or the next day.....yeah,so i'm out for now.... bye... *peace*

2004-11-10T14:17:00.000-08:00

Went to Food N Hygenic course at kallang....OMG...it was so tiring...Listening to the "lecturer" for about 5 hours!!! Actually not that bad but the hours was so long...! It started at 9a.m but we are supposed to reached at 8.20a.m.So,i woke up at 7a.m and went to meet Anish,A.Mabel and Fauzi at tampines control station at 7.45a.m...We took mrt to kallang and take bus... The building was quite big and a bit old..Walked in and went up to the third floor..There are other Kfc staffs from different outlets in Singapore.Ader la yg step step..Yg rambot kuning taik lain,yg telinge penuh dgn anting2 lain,yg seluar tappered giler pon ader! hm....dorg peh pasal la eh.. Nywae bout the course,it is not interesting,cume relaxong coz we need to listen only...Ngantok jugak aku dibuatnyer...Fauzi bleh tertidor nie!! ish~ buat malu jer.....hahahaha...But memamg mengantokkan! At the end of the lesson,ader quick test..Senag ah test nye..ape yg ajar,semua kluar... Boleh pass la... Klw pass nti dpt certificate! beshnyer..heheheh.....
Lter senang la nk amek star.....but frankly speaking,aku tk perlu tu semua! One more thing,aku tk suke org yg riak giler bile dpt star! Kan kan kan.......nti aku jdik manager aru tau! wakakaka...
i hate this type of people...! irritating man.....Da dpt star tu dok diam diam la,tkya nk step bagos...kan....? hm... eh,m i talkin bout star or my course?? hm....back to my story...
In between the course ader break..ader 10mins break gitu.....from 1 to 2 is the lunch break...Msti la puase,so tkle p lunch...perut ku da berbunyi...!! so we waited there.... after it commence back,start la ngantok alik....haiz~~ When the test started,all kept quiet....hahaha.....silence for a moment..klw tk,bising...So after semua done,ader survey form... Bnyk survey la....pnye malas...! Da isi sume....Time to go home..!!! yeh yeh! cepat cepat alik and went to kallang mrt station to change...Nk p buke luar....so i wore my grey blouse and jean and my shoe...we went to bedok by train....Smpai sne,trus duduk....Kiter buke at kedai kopi bedok...Kol Chris and he came to eat with us...After that went home at about 8.30p.m....Meet my sister at the saloon near my home..i Cut n trim my hair....Wash n blow too...OK la,not bad about my new hair..i like it.... only $24.....! so reached home at about 9.30p.m....... Mandi and then as usual,kol Fauzi and went to sleep..... *yawning* damn tired!!! Wat a tiring course..!!!
*peace*

2004-11-05T15:17:00.000-08:00

Went to check my friendster....Happy coz my cousin msg me and there are 2 friends to be approved...Then look at the posted bulletin...Maya posted that she lost all her testimonials.. i pity her actually...Then......I went to check mine... OMG! it dissapeared!!! I thought only her,but me too~~ haiz~~ nevermind..at least the testimonials,not my friends list.... touchwood...
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Today im not working...Off...Fauzi is working today so can't go out with him...He is working night shift..Nevermind...wakakaka...Maya is working too today.4-10p.m...heheheh...cian maya..!
Now at home,my kompang friends are here with Fauzi too...Later im going to library a while to borrow some books and return my book...Bored...Dunno what to break-fast later....haiz~~ Nevermind,juz wait..time flies fast... Im thinking to break-fast at KFC with my mum and sis..maybe it will happen today if my pay has out! :) hope so.. k,gtg.....
*peace*

2004-11-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

Today is a rest day for me..Yesterday went for a long working hours..Of course im tired..Who doesn't ya..hm...Yesterday at work,im able to sell like *thinking* 10 to 15 chicky cards only....
It seems many ya,but notin to the company..I'm trying my best to "upgrade" it....hahaha.... Walked around the place to sell but seems tat no one is interested..! Anywae,Chicky and some other staffs is already out taking a "tour" at around tampines.....Chicky is sooo cute! It was long time ago since i saw a chicky....hahahaha.....glad to see and touch one yeaterday... Too bad Maya coz u r not werking,or not,we will be having fun with em'.....Anywae today i plan to meet Fauzi and go to Geylang to buy buttons and stuffs like that....Now,he hasn't wake up...Wat time shall i wake him up! i tink i will do it now.....! *calling* Hey!! no respond...! wake up pls!!!!
nah~~ he won't be able to listen anywae...ya..like duh~
Nevermind...Juz wait for him to call me then.... *listening to Hari Raya songs* ops...Dreaming away coz im listening to the song at my radio....can't wait for Hari Raya of coz...Obviously it would be very sad coz' my grandma is no more here to celebrate wif us,as a family... :(

Conclusion for this post>>> Im free from werk,break-fast at home... Rest day....
Tomorrow is back to werk....5-11p.m....HAIZ~~ nevermind...it is all bcoz of my free time and...$$$@ (as what Fini always says..) hehehehe....
*peace*

Two in 1..

2004-11-01T14:27:00.000-08:00

"Strong EyesYou've got a little bit of a rebel in you—that's why bold eyes are made for you. Try accentuating your best feature with a powerful potion of color, sheen and shine. Start off with a deep purple or rich blue shadow, swept across the lids. Then line top and bottom lash lines with a metallic liner, preferably blue, which is flattering on any eye color. Finally, tie the whole look together with a dusting of sheer bronze blush on your cheeks, and golden gloss on your lips. "

Tips on how i'll look great in make-ups...And this tips really suits me...I mean,i usually put on this type of make-ups on me..The blusher and lipgloss is the most perfect one...! And i do love blue eye-shadow..Sweet and cool...yep? yah~
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All my gals is planning to make a pit again after hari raya..! yahoo....!!! having fun again especially wen Maya burst into laughter!! hahaha.....remember that time maya?? hehehe...
Afini,our Hajjah Bakhil,says she got no money to contribute..."Aku gigit ko fini aru ko tau!" So now we are thinking wether to continue with our plan...Of coz yes for me and Maya,including Jda i suppose...But what if Afini really got no idea wat to do???!!!! hey,dun makes things leceh la Fini.....as if we haf not did all this stuffs....hm...i really hope things go on well after Hari Raya...yea~~ Juz think twice Fini....DUN MAKE STUPID DECISION!!!! we will not be in the same school next year my dear friend...Juz remember that..... :(
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Today i'm working at 5p.m...Finishes at 11p.m...Fauzi is going to Teraweh later so he can't pick me up from work...He is going to sent me but b4 that he is coming here to look at the baju kurung that i've bought few days ago.... Tonight really hope he goes to teraweh... (its not that i dun trust him,juz that i'm scared things might happen again!) *tk rela pisang berbuah 2 kali*
I hope he and all of u out there understands......! Jdi,tk dpt la die amek aku..tkp.. Nati die dtg leh pesan lgik....wekekek....Now is already 2.25...He says he will be here at about 2.30 or 2.40... jdik,i think i better get going or i will be standing in front of him in my night gown!! wakakaka.....
*peace*

2004-10-31T03:11:00.000-08:00

Went to Geylang with Fauzi,Cik Juminah,Nurul n her guy,and my sis with As'ad... I've bought my baju kurung at last! :) That's what i want since i went to geylang with my gals a few days ago..It was a baby blue baju kurung...sweet...... i Love it...almost same as Fauzi's last year baju kurung..Maybe can went out together ya.. :p
And guess what,I've bought my ideal shoe!! wuhu....!!! And a bag...handbag..same pattern..means a set with my shoe...A grey and orange small flowers.....*Pretty*...
Reached home at about 12.15 midnight....A bit tired,but not that bad thou.... However, im satisfied...K, wanna sleep....too late... nite.. *peace*

2004-10-29T01:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,which means juz now, have to come home from werk very early,coz my mum and my sis is attending the "iftar" thing with her school...Syakirah haf no one to look after... haiz~~ therefore i have to picked her up from Cik Ruby's house...WEnt back from werk at 8.pm...Early ya...! i have to..wat to do...no one is at home!!!
Syidi tak boleh diharap..! pemalas...So asked mam to let me off early...Lucky no crowd!! Break-fast with Og as usual at the back of kfc....Nasi campor and ayam kfc yum yum.....! :) Went home,Syidi nye buat hal....Lgi sikit kne bash up dgn aku..! mcm siak!! tk tau jage diri...Tend to fight with pple..! I shout at him......ha,Terkejot ko!! bodoh...! Makes me mad! da la kene alik werk early,nie ade hal plak........ *mangkok peh budak!*
Nywae,overall,today is not a tiring day for me....Juz too bored coz Fauzi is asleep..... *peace*

2004-10-27T14:08:00.000-07:00

At last i get to meet my beloved gals! :) Really miss them all....I called up Widad the day before and she agreed to meet...The day has arrived...! im so damn happy...! I can't wait till 2p.m coz i was supposed to meet Jda to get the clothes her mum had done... She arrived at about 2.15p.m and went up to my house to put the clothes first..*dun wanna bring the stuffs to Geylang rite!)
We went to tampines interchange to meet Fini,Maya and widad...Quite un comfortable coz too long never meet them...hehehe....*paisey* Most of us wore black *i dunno y*.... We wore pants except for widad who wears skirt.. We headed to Geylang by bus... 28..Headache! long journey for me.... Not so many people there,but still crowd..Bought Maya's and Jda's clothes..None attracts my eyes.... My gals followed me here and there but i still can't find one.... (sorie)
Time showed "6p.m"...We went back to simei by MRT..Break-fast at "Sakura"...I ordered Claypot chicken rice...Yum yum...Saw my sis's friends there...
After eating,at about 7.30,we went back to Geylang by MRT...faster trip.... We went to buy foods and try to find a clothes for me..We went to most places but none i like...! My friends are almost angry,or should i say,they are angry..! wahahahah...... Suddenly....."Ah,ni lawa kan!" dunno why this baby blue baju kurung attracts my attention... Maybe this one seems simple and sweet... yes,i admuit it is very very sweet...! Baby blue.... juz imagine...With two layer...hm...difficult to describe la...Only those who have seen it knew it... :p $45....*Boleh kurang tk eh?* hm..hope so!
I didn't but it coz i didn't bring extra cash..only $30 in my wallet...Plan to buy it this Saturday with my KFC members..! yuhuu...... Then about my shoes! I like this one...but it costs $42...! EXPENSIVE? yea~~ hm...another one..same,but this one maybe has a low quality coz it costs $29.90.....but same style....Maybe i get this one la... Yeah! gonna get it sooner or later,,,! im gonna buy it this Saturday!!! i'll be there...!!! :)

2004-10-25T14:24:00.000-07:00

Ok...Today I will full my webpage with Different types of shoes....!! Here we go yeah..... :)
Look at this! Isn't this wonderful?? i wish i could have it..... wow...so sweet right.... It is on sale...! only $19.90...At MIA shop....However,i dun really like high heel shoes...But i dunnoe why this one really attracts me...Maybe because of the colour...? Hm...thanks to Maya who "accompany" me in surfing the net through MSN... :) Wanna surf for more shoes...!
Here one more! Wonderful...Simple right? This is also one of my favourite shoes....Very sweet...Easy to walk around with it i suppose.....With not-so-tall heel....It suits me..! This one costs a bit expensive...However,let me surf more..............*surfing*
Here! how about this one?? Cool.....This one,Maya showed it to me... Good taste isn't she? wehehehe... This one is the most simple among all....Flat shoes but looks like antique right? Vougue!! hahahaha...Wanna get one more and i will end my blog......
*surfing* ....
This.....?Hm.....Suits for Hari Raya.....!! Get one? NAH~~But this one is sweet right...? Maybe buy one for my sister or mum? Should be are.....wait! or this one??
Danggling thing there! Wassup....? not my taste.....really not my taste but i dun look down on people who love this shoes la...juz not my type...~~!
Ok.....as i promised,i will end here..... *peace*

2004-10-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

"Suay nye kau!" Terperanjat aku dengar kate-kate pedas nie... :( tibe-tibe berjurai airmata aku.. Tak sangke,seorang kakak ynag ku sanjungi selama ini sanggup ckp macam tu... Kadang-kadang aku pikir,ape salah aku... Aku amek gambar kat hp die.. konon-kononnye nk amek style style la sikit...Nak suruh Maya editkan benda benda yang patut.... Aku balik dari kluar buke ngan Og,bilang la,nak gambar yg aku amek kat hp die..Ntah ape kejadah,trus die kate, "gambar ape yang ko amek?" die trus amek hp die,n tgk ar...trus kate, "suay nye kau! klw buak2 kerja aku nampak ni kire ape...??" Ape maksud die eh..?? :( kalau la aku amek gambar bogel,ataupon coli ngn sluar dlm jer takpe....! ni aku pakai t-shirt merah ngn P.E short tau!! wadaa ****...! setakat nmpak kaki smpai peha sikit...! u know la how p.e short looks like kan..! n i add again, my p.e Coral p.e short is somewhere near my knee ok!! mind ur words..... aku tergamam, tk dapat kawal perasaan,trus rasa sedih semacam....Busuk nah hati die...! tkpela gma, sabar jer... ALLAH ajer yg paham perasaan aku.. Die mcm tak bersalah...tk mintak maaf or samting... pokoknyer mcm tk besalah ar...... haiz~~ pe nak jdi... sabar jer la gma.. :( "dugaan inikah dugaan untukku,rupanya tk seindah mimpi hanyalah igauan ngeri.." *peace*

2004-10-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

Juz finished break-Fasting....Ate kfc chicken...Kat werk mkn ayam,at home ayam...haiz~~ tapi alahmdulillah dpt mknan kan...? wahaha...I werk juz now at 12-5p.m...Trus alik coz nak siapkan benda2 utk buke..... Reached home at 5.30p.m....Fauzi today werking at 4p.m-11p.m... kesian.. tkp...carik duit kan mok.... :) today got nothing much to talk about coz spend most of my time today kat werk....! at least there is something to do rather than mcm budak bongok at home...kan??? hm...anywae,notin much to update,tu je la for this post... bored...? nah~~ dah bagos aku update! hahah :) *peace*

2004-10-19T19:54:00.000-07:00

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**Wah,feeling la gma... biaser la,org da tk skul nie,tk payah la pikirkan psal homework,preojects n perangai perangai cikgu2 kat skul tu...! jadik feelings la skit..**

2004-10-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

Shit....shud haf save the one i just did just now..! "session expired.." argh! maybe too long la... haf to start a new one....... Woke up at 7a.m tot wanna go for a jog..Alone..... went for a bath... Suddenly.... *ouch* my stomach really hurts!! macam senggugut gituk....! adoi... This sit down on my bed for a while...try to stnad up but sttill hurts...after few minutes,stand up and quite ok....Takot sakit perot lgik klw aku trus kua kan,jdi i did few sit ups n push ups at my bedroom... Sister and my mom went to work already....So,i can do anywhere i like.... hehehe.... after that, i went out and put on my jogging shoes... not that i wanna go for a jog, but.....I went to the first floor and went up again to my level,eight floor....tried for a second set but suddenly my stomach asking me to get back home...! hm....went to my bedroom and do stretchings...! Sambil tu dengar radio.........

"BERCINTA DENGAN BUDAK SEKOLAH" <===== Topic kat radio..(ERA)

Aku terasa la.....! aku ni kan budak sekolah lgik,sedang bercinta...bercinta? ye la tu.... klw tak, takkan ader matair....! (bodoh~~) Ader pendengar2 talipon....ader yang ckp tu sakit kan ati org..... "Saye rase ini belum masenye la untuk budak2 sekolah bercinta." "Tk perlu,ini juga kerana ibu bapa,kene jaga anak2 la." <==**** u! ader pulak yg menyedapkan hati.... "Ini semua bergantung pada diri masing2 la.Tk boleh salahkan sesiapa..klw diorang tau jaga diri,dapat menyesuaikan semuana,tk jadi masalah kan..lagipon semua orang akan melalui nya,cuma ader yg cepat.jadi pada saya tak ade masalah klw budak sekolah bercinta dengan org yg bekerja ataupun yg lebih tua dari mereka..." Ha,amek ko bat! kan sedap sikit telinga nie mendengar..!
Betol la,semua sendiri ounye pandanga..Tapi,ni semua tak ader betul salanhnyer,cume panangan orang ramai... Anywae,kat radio ERA nie memang best2 ar..(kan Jda..hehe) carta ERA lgik best..semua pasal lagu2 yg power2..! U.R.B.A.N at Era pun gerek...! pokoknyer semua la bez....nk dikatekan 24 jam aku dengar radio,klw aku lekat kat uma.... K la,gtg for now,nk gosok aju,nk jumpe sidia later... :) nk buke same2 la.. mkn ikan pari bakar and tom yum soup kat Down Town East.....nyam nyam! *peace*

2004-10-17T18:21:00.000-07:00

Hari ni as usual tpi tk boring sangat coz semua ader umah....Kan hari Sunday,semua tak keje... Pagi-pagi lagi akak n Syakirah p kedai beli benda2 kat NTUC.....Shampoo la n stuffs..... Ira nyer beli aiskrim!! haus aku dibuatnyer....(ish batal nanti)...wakakakak
Bangkit dari kati about 12noon....Bangon jer,bace buku Novel yg aku pinjam kat library pasir ris.
Sedih seh ceritanyer.... rumusan nyer seperti berikut.... :

Yuhana cemburu sebab Yuhanis,adik kembarnye bertunang dgn admire die,Amirul..Yuhana yg berhati busuk pula sanggup buat ape2 ajer utk meruntuhkan hubungan adiknyer dgn Amirul.. Satu ari nie Yuhana sorg2 kat uma,die pon trus kol Amirul,bedek2 pkai suare Yuhanis n bilang yg die demam.Amirul trus dtg la sebab syg sgt kat tunangnye,Yuhanis...Smpai uma jer,tkd org kat ruang tamu,Amirul masuk bilik,trus pintu bilik tertutup! Yuhana dah diri depan die tk pakai pape! (pompan giler siak!) trus dorg pon ehem2...! then terlanjur.... terpakse dikawinkan...blom sempat Amirul kua dri bilik,Yuhanis pon alik,bukak jer pintu bilik nampak dorg dah berkusut masai......!!
Yuhana suke gila coz dpt Amirul..Yuhanis da nangis cam nk mampos,tros bwk diri ke KL... Lepas Yuhana dpt anak satu,dorg cerai..
Yuhanis dah pon kawin ngn org kaye kat KL.... tpi masih comtact ngn Amirul,lepas amirul pujuk rayu...Yuhana masih jeleous! "ko tkkan dpt amirul..biar kiter dua2 tk dpt.."
Yuhana tekad untuk bunuh Amirul!! She did! Amirul mati... Yuhana kene hukum gantung..!Anaknyer Yuhanis jage....jdikan anak sendiri...baik betul Yuhanis.... now, Yuhanis da de 2 anak.....hidup hapi dgn lakiknyer,Ikhwan..... wakakaka....
Yuhana jahat eh!!! bodoh...

Tu je la... k la,nk siapkan utk buke...nti mak aku bising...!! bye... *peace*.....

2004-10-15T14:42:00.000-07:00

Nari daaaah bermula untuk berpuase...! Tdi pagi2 lagik aku bangon sahur....tpi tk mkn..minom air putih jer...tk lapa sgt....Then trus p tdo...woke up at 12noon!! too tired i tink...... Later im working at 5p.m,as usual...so kene buke kat werkplace jer...dpt buke ngn Fauzi,Abg Yazid n Nurul....i tink Maya also will be there....nti nk buke ape pon lom tau... *thinking*...... ok la...get going for my routine..nk gosok aju werk, then nk siap2 p werk...wakakak....! *peace*

2004-10-14T15:11:00.000-07:00

Today went for a jog again...Met Fauzi at 9.30a.m and off for a jog...tiring of coz.... before that,we played catching...hahaha....sounds too childish...nah~~ after few minutes jog,i do some sit-ups and pull-ups.....hahaha....get some help from him... now,my abdomen is cramp and my arms are aching.... ! *ouch* tomorrow start first day of fasting....hope he could accompany ,e again tomorrow... this is our conversation....

me: u,besok jog lgik eh dgn i.....

him: huh? u......besok kan dah puasa....*closing his eyes*

me: boleh la u.... malas la u nie...

him: alahai....nti leh bebual lgik la pasal nie......

me: u,jog!!! kejap jer la..... *smiling*

him: ye la ye la,klw smpai i tak puse,tak tau eh...hehe...

me: u yg tanggong arrrr.....

him: jahat seh! tgk dulu la cam ner...puase la u..paham tak.... *shaking his head*

so....i dunno wether he will be jogging with me tomorrow.....kekekek.... ok la,gtg for now,getting ready to my werkplace later at 4.... *peace*

2004-10-10T18:50:00.000-07:00

Went out to meet Fauzi early in the morning at 8.30a.m...went to Toa Payoh Library...However, it could not be found!! wadda****...... went back to tampines like "bellow"....nevermind, klw panjang2 kan criter,nti gaduh...haiz~~ k,went back naik 28...Turun at bustop Library Tampines.. pinjam buku cerita melayu and then proceed to KFC to study...... went home at 3.30p.m coz Fauzi ader bola later at 5..... So we went home seperately from tampines interchange...Now im bored at home with my dad here,smoking...(he is at the table near the kitchen n im at the comp near the tv ok!) waiting for my mum to come home from Open house kat rumah Abg Mamat.... die buat doa selamat sikit for my late grandma....(ameen)....
My sis is out with his guy i suppose....My brother is out too with his friends...!! dah dua hari tk alik...da mcm abg abg bujang pulakZ!!! siow..... k la,getting ready for tomorrow DnT paper.... ish~~~ insyallah ca do it la..... *peace*

2004-10-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

Biar cinta
Terhalang gunung dan samudera
Aku tetap
Memegang janjiku padamu

Biar jurang
Yang terjal ada didepanku
Takkan goyah
Sumpahku kepada diri

Kita bagai kumbang dan bunga
Hatiku pasti hatimu jua
Namun mengapa ada saja
Yang benci tulus cinta kita

Jangan pisahkan, aku dan dia
Tuhan tolonglah, ku cinta dia
Biarkan kami tetap bersama
Di dalam suka dan duka

2004-10-09T21:03:00.000-07:00

Benci Tapi Rindu

Bukan hanya sekedar penghibur
Diriku ini sayang
Bukan pula sekedar pelepas
Rindumu oh sayang
Sakit hatiku
Kau buat begini

Kau datang dan pergi
Sesuka hatimu
Oh... kejamnya dikau
Teganya dikau padaku

Kau pergi dan datang
Sesuka hatimu
Oh... sakitnya hati
Bencinya hati padamu

Sakitnya hati ini
Namun aku rindu
Bencinya hati ini
Tapi aku rindu

Bored bored....went to work just now at 11a.m and finished at 5p.m.... reached home n haf a bath!! refreshing....hehehe....now,nothin to do..later must go through my DnT stuffs...Monday is my DnT paper..... haiz~~ when all my gals pals is having fin at home or outside, i haf to sit in the hall and do DnT paper...! ish....nevermind..... One last paper and im done with it...hahahah..... ok then,till here,wanna get going eif my DnT again.....

2004-10-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

Sinar mentari senja
Mendung menyelubungi
Melingkar jiwa
Kau hadir bagai mimpi
Laksana embun pagi
Yang menyirami

Pintamu keterlaluan
Mahligai puncak kayangan
Tak bisa ku tunaikan
Hanyalah syair sendu
Yang dapat kudendangkan
Untukmu...

Kita hanyut di buai gelora
Kita layarkan kamar bahtera
Akhirnya tenggelam
Karam di lautan cinta

Patah tumbuh hilang berganti
Mengertilah oh...
Walaupun berbeza akhirnya
Terimalah...

Jangan dikesal
Kiranya kau tersiksa
Suratan takdir
Yang telah menimpa
Kita...

Terlerai janji setia
Musnahlah segalanya
Mahkota impian
Andainya aku tiada
Usahlah ditangiskan
Kehilangan...

Kilauan cinta yang suci
Yang kau surahkan dulu
Kini gerhana...
Biarpun sebak di dada
Relakan kumelangkah
Selamanya...

Yahoo!!!

2004-10-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

yahoo...!! last important paper is today...but, Monday ader paper DnT!! Alamak....leceh ar... my gals all da tkya jejak skola lgik but i haf too!! nver mind....juz last paper n..tats it!!! Enjoy Zimah!! Rase miss the school pon ader....tpi ok la coz i still got my fren.... :) *hugz*

Rindu la kwn2 aku!! nti jmpe k kwn2... hehehe... noting much to update today but wat can i say,if i failed my eng,i will continue to take trainiship or else i have to take private corse outside.. juz wait for my results la nti...to be updated k!! *chiowz*

2004-10-07T17:11:00.000-07:00

"Although Cancer’s idea of a perfect night out may be a romantic dinner in a local café, your boyfriend may be thinking more along the lines of a trip to the stadium for a Friday night football game. Remember: a little compromise goes a long way. Try taking turns planning dates. It’s a fun way for each of you to get a little creative. "

Hm....seems true... this is my Love horoscope.... got nothing to do after my geography paper just now... The paper was quite hard...(is it coz i nver study?) So i decided to surf the net and do stuffs.... ok.... This Friday,which means tomorrow,i will have my maths paper 2... today, im going to the airport to study again...*gonna make a chaos* lol....
tomorow i decided to go out with Fauzi after my paper at 4p.m....thought of going to Geylang to buy something for my Hari Raya clothes... However,not too sure wether he is going to his Football game at that night...I really hope that we can haf out nice time tomorrow..His football will be started at 8...so,if i meet him at 5,there will not be enugg time right....tats my opinion la....
So,i wish he changes his mind and go out with me instead of playing football with his friends... (isn't my situation the same with what the Love Horoscope has said above.....)
ok....get ready for night study later...! see ya gals!! :)

2004-10-07T12:30:00.000-07:00

Ok....was told to update!!! hm.... ok ok......

Two days ago......... i went to the "dinner n dance" night. Kinda fun thou... There were so many people standing and sitting..(hey then what else r they suppose to do? Lying down??) lol

Jumpe Cik Juminah and Mam Julie kat tamp control station...went to the hotel by taxi coz Mam lupe bwk card die....so do i...but my brother da anta tdik... reached there bout kul 8p.m.... ramai seh orang! Yg macam2 rupe... "alamak.com" la yang bnyak....hahaha!!! Went to our table,88.. show pon start..... mcm2 ar...ader Phua Chu Kang tau! erm...Mo alkaff..N sharon Au.... so fun....Besar tempatnye....(Ballroom) the thing started at 6.30p.m to 3a.m....ader dance at 1a.m...

Makan pulak!! erm...we are served by different types of dishes..... Ader ayam,ikan,soup n buah-buahan...Dessert la kononnye....wahahaha...... bnyk!! total dlm 8 dishes la....*burp* went off pukul 11p.m....besoknye skul....lagipon..klw ikut joget nti.....erm.....takot lain yg jadik,susah!!! so, alik dengan Cik Juminah....Mam alik dengan kwn-kwnnyer....naik taxi alik...! (ceyceyman).....lol..... oh ya...lupe something...aku dapat beg tepi as a gift... anywae,if im not wrong,8 org from both KFC n Pizza Hut will go to Thailand,represents Singapore for the stuffs!! In the overall,i really enjoy it even though it is quite tiring......

k.....bye...nk mandi!! skul....Geography paper later at 2!! Wish me luckz ha..heheheh *kizzes*

jiwa2 la!!

2004-10-03T19:22:00.000-07:00

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata
Yang bergelora
Hati ditaman berbunga
Satu impian satu harapan
Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya
Satu rahsia

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya
Perjalanan ku
Terang menyuluh segala
Yang tersembunyi
Lama kucari
Sudah pasti ada jawapannya
Kemungkinan itu

Datang hampir senja sedang aku
Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu
Kau hulur tangan mu
Membawa ku ke atas semula

Berdoalah aku kesyukuran
Tercantum cinta jadi satu
Biar ku tebus segalanya
Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu

Boring giler~~
hm...tibe2 rase mcm jiwa jiwa plak!! lol..... rasenyer mcm aru ader matair gtu.... hei,somebody help me!!! *aku msih ngn Fauzi eh* tpi napa mcm first love? ish3.... hehehe *blushing*
k la chiow dlu...nk solat!! bye... *peace out*

2004-10-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

Touching la sikit.... esok da start N level...tkmo la stress stress sgt gma oi.... :) no...im not stress at all...tk gaduh dgn sidia,tk gaduh ngn kekawan....happy-go-lucky... juz waiting for tmrw...
feel like updating songs tat suits my heart right now.....hehehehe *blushing*

Cinta Mu Mekar Di Hati

Kau umpama bunga
yang mekar di hatiku
Ku harap kau mekarlah
selama-lamanya

Kau umpama bintang
menyinari hidupku
Ku harap kau
terus bersinar

Di ketika kau
Perlukan aku
Sentiasa aku
Ada di sisimu
Di ketika
Rindu padamu
Terasa cinta
Semakin dalam

Sayang
Kasihku abadi
Cintamu mekar
Di hati ini

Kau dalam ingatan
Di sepanjang hayatku
Demi teguhnya cinta
Selama-lamanya

2004-10-03T16:27:00.000-07:00

Andai kau menjadi pelangi
Biar ku jadi awannya
Agar kita selalu bersama

Andai kau menjadi sang duyung
Biar ku jadi karangnya
Agar kita sentiasa bersua

Andai kau menjadi merpati
Biar ku menjadi sang bayu
Agar kita sering bertemu

Andai kau menjadi puisi
Biar ku jadi melodi
Bersama kita menyanyi

Andai ku menjadi rembulan
Sudikah kau menjadi kejora
Hingga pagi nanti

Andai esok aku menjadi tanah
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga
Menghiasi dadaku

MISS MY SCHOOL??

2004-10-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

Kinnda gonna miss my school in a week time.....next Monday will be my last day in the school... after my DnT paper which starts at 2.30p.m and ended at bout 5p.m,i will not be sitting in the chair or wat so eva...juz came back at November to take my results int he air-conditioned hall.....

CORAL secondary school........

Kenangan yg ditinggalkan yg takkan aku lupekan..

:cabot kelas n dok dlm toilet..... (jahat eh!)

tiur dlm kelas la.....duduk pat class wen everyone else is in the hall....im with my gals of coz! :) and many more la.....

anyway,gonna stay in my memories foreva...... *peace*

2004-10-03T11:52:00.000-07:00

hei everyone!! at last i got the mood to update something.... actually i've updated two yestrday but both is missing!!! wat eva it is,here we go 4 today!!!

Semalam aku pergi jmpe Fauzi,nk p umah kwn die ader open house pt woodland... i went to met him at 4.30 kat bwh blk aku....we went to bedok interchange by bus coz meet Fahmy kat sane......later then kiter proceed to wdld naik bus 168,jmpe kwn Fahmy kat sne... kwm pompan dok! tgk gamba lawa.....slim......looks like 18 years.... then aku tnye umur bpe,he says... "15...tpi tk mcm 15 ar...."

peh lame tunggu budak tu!! allah saje yg tahu.....sabar sabar.... then she came at 7p.m...... we went to meet kwn die yg lain pat bwh blk yg dijanjikan.....we went up to the 4th floor.... MAK KAU!! PEH RAMAI ORG!!! Malu seh..... pe nk uat,da dtg,masok je la jwbnye kan.... damsok,salam menyalam antara satu same lain,tros dok.... then....this part yg aku suke.....guess wat...??!!! MAKAN!!! yum yum...... here makcik goes...!!

"makan makan.....jangan malu malu eh...."

hehehe......lepas mkn jer....*burp*... dok dok jap....n then went to pasar mlm berdekatan.... juz tgk tgk jer....tk beli pape.... tros went home naik bus 969.... b4 that,anta kwn nye Fahmy,Mira pat mrt..... naik ngntok.... dlm bus,tido...! at 10.30 smpai int tamp.....take 292 n reached home at 10.50p.m.........overall,i haf a gud day..... :) hehehehe

2004-10-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata
Yang bergelora
Hati ditaman berbunga
Satu impian satu harapan
Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya
Satu rahsia

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya
Perjalanan ku
Terang menyuluh segala
Yang tersembunyi
Lama kucari
Sudah pasti ada jawapannya
Kemungkinan itu

Datang hampir senja sedang aku
Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu
Kau hulur tangan mu
Membawa ku ke atas semula
Berdoalah aku kesyukuran
Tercantum cinta jadi satu
Biar ku tebus segalanya
Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu

Boring giler nari.... Mum n sis went to werk...Syakirah is sleeping n my Father is at the kitchen hanging the clothes.... should be my job right? hahaha but nevermind if he did it once or twice right...?

**aku tgh jiwa jiwa nie coz rasenyer mcm baru ader matair plak?? oi!! somebody help me!! hehehe.....tpi aku msih ngn sidia eh! cume....cume......argh! paham2 la.... heheheh..malu!**
k la...nk solat maghrib!! chiow... *peace*

2004-09-23T17:05:00.000-07:00

Congratulations, NUR!
Your IQ score is 104

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

Very damn bored and decided to do the IQ test stuffs..... Here is wat i gets.... :) heheheh..... got to go now.....meeting my gals later at 6...*night study*

peace out.... :)

ITE...

2004-09-23T15:56:00.000-07:00

Look wat i've found! ite website juz updated its web...! new ite...! ITE SIMEI..... hehehe...
looks great and fun... however,i don't know the courses available.... Eh galz....look! it is havin an "open house" on 14th n 15th of October...! wanna go?? ;p

click here gal to find out more....!!!! dun wait!!!
http://www.ite.edu.sg/ite/index_op.html

Happy surfing ya...gud luck... ;p

2004-09-21T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hello! juz came back from clinic....accompany Fauzi to the clinic with some problems he had.. lol A bit tired but because of the rainy day,all my tiredness was gone...! hehehe....! I went out to meet him at 8.30a.m....today there was no class for me because i got no paper...(prelim) yahoo!!!! however,i still woke up quite early to meet him at tampines interchange.... After seeing the doctor,we went to geylang serai to buy brooch for my mum...(she asked me to buy for her) after that,we felt so hungry coz haf not had our breakfast....! *my stomach is growling* we went to the nearest restaurant....ceh,restaurant sey......! hahaha.... feel like eating malay food like plain rice with different dishes...... yum yum! so......we decided to go to HJH MAIMUNAH RESTAURANT....

This is not the restaurant.but the restaurant i went to, looks like this! isn't it so sweet? hahaha.... romantic ha? lol............. yah! same.....! the scenery is something like this...

30 minutes later........

BURP.....! full..... we went off to tampines interchange...he accompany me to the bus station and he went off for his football training.... poor thing... :) never mind....i'll give u a call later nt night okie... :p *yawn*

2004-09-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

WAT I DID ON SUNDAY,19.09.2004

woke up early in the morning at 4.30a.m for work! how come so early?
mam: hazimah,this saturday u work 12-6 right?
me: yep.....why?
mam: can werk morning? 6?
me: *blurrrrr...* huh?
mam:6 to 12...
me: 6 a.m?? *shocked*
mam:ya,do catering.....can ha?
me:mam,tired la mam....aiyo...!
mam: (smile) can la....
me: can la,can la...anything...... *shake my head*

that's why i have to be at work by 6....woke up 4a.m.....went to the toilet n do the "stuffs".....
went out from home at 5.20a.m....thought i was late....but i reached my workplace at 5.40a.m...

on my way to werk,there was no one around me...i walked to my workplace as normal.... love the cooling sensation....hehehe....i mean the atmosphere....
however,there was no one walking the same path as me.... only two or three cars that i saw when i cross the road.... quite eerie actualy...hehehe!
reached at 5.40a.m and start work..... pack,pack and pack....! catering.....catering....
about 26 cartons....50 in each...! imagine....... hm.......

tired but fun....! finish werking at 12..haf a quick lunch there n went off.......
bye KFC.... see ya nxt week.... :)

KFC.....*PEACE*!! :)

2004-09-19T15:31:00.000-07:00

haloe...! I so called got a crush on this guy whom i knew him for abt 4 months.... i knw\ew him thru msn n friendster...! i juz can't say the feelings tat i had now...! FEELINGS? did i talk bout feelings?? oh shit..! wadda hell im trying to imply here?? so well....i know it is obviously not love..! he sent me a mail of poem/lyric/short novel/etc...(i juz dunno wat it is) juz haf a look.....

Memang tidak terdaya bagimu
Untuk memetik cinta
Janganlah bimbang wahai pemaisuriku

Hajat akan kesampaian bila hati merindu
Ku hanya meluahkan rasa rindu
Kerana tidak pernah bertemu
Hanya kata-kataku dapat memikatmu
Namun ku masih rindu wajahmu
Pengorbananku hanyalah untukmu
Dirimu adalah diriku
Akan ku melindungimu selalu
Sehingga akhir hayatku

Jangan tinggalkan ku wahai pemaisuriku
Akan hancurlah hatiku
Dan berderai duniaku
Janganlah dikau berbuat bergitu

Budi yg baik pekerti menjadi penambat hati
Mungkinkah ini Cinta yg ku mencari?
Hanya dikau pemaisuriku
Yang akan berikan kepadaku

so guys...wat is it called? okie then....till here my blog...! hope our friendship nver ends....

FRIENSDHIP RUNS ALONG ALL DAY...!

notin...

2004-09-14T11:34:00.000-07:00

WhAt Men Say AnD WhaT ThEy ReaLLy MeaN... =D

here's a link to click at...notin much to update...juz try... :) happy day ahead ya...!

2004-09-12T15:09:00.000-07:00

Your Love Life Is Most Like Pretty Woman

Mr. Right is looking back at you, for real.
Go get him - even if it's more than a little scary!

hahahaha..tis is wat i get after doing a survey bout love or wat so eva..... juz feelin too bored and decided to update this...hehehehe....

nywae,now,i was bored at home oz my sister is going out later and my brother is also out....hm....im bored...Fauzi got his football match today and so,i could not meet him up....

bored!~~~ wait till he back at abt 7.30p.m.....then can call.......now,have to surf the net...bla bla bla.... tomorow skul!!! shit..........

hellloooooo

2004-09-09T19:32:00.000-07:00

test test.. 1... 2... 3....
Gma boleh lar!

wat a shock...?

2004-09-08T19:25:00.000-07:00

woke up early in the morning to meet Him.......

went off then went for a check up......
after that,something bad happened.. very2 angry! i won't reveal it,but....i will remember it 4eva....
juz wondering wether it is true! :( cring over spilled milk is no use...so,must accept wat had happen..... (i wrote tis as if i am pregnant..! choi..!!! oi,no! im not okie.....) *touch wood!!*

okey,however,tis a form of life experience i supposed....? anywae,that time,we r not together,therefore i got notin much to say...but,why did he tell me now?? not last time? :(
still thinking bout it....
*masih terbayang2 di fikiran ku......*
tuhan saja yg mengerti....sedarlah wahai temanku.......

LuAhAn PeRaSaAn HaTiKu....

2004-09-04T23:34:00.000-07:00

LUAHAN PERASAAN KU... SEBEGINILAH RUPENYER...!

Seandainya dapat kau selam
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Persoalan demi persoalan Membelenggu akal dan fikiran
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Seandainya hajat tak sampai
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Kasih ini kita semadikan

2004-09-04T23:24:00.000-07:00

Met him after about two days i did not met him...did not kol him at night for the past 3 days coz he is werking! night shift!
ok fine....
today,Saturday, i worked at 12 noon...he wanted to meet me.....miz me? hah! wateva....
met him at 11a.m and went off to the bustop at about 11.20a.m.....he promised to pick me up from work later at 5p.m..... looking forward actually.... :P but.....he didn't!!

THE STORY GOES.......

3.50p.m : called him at his hp to make sure he is not asleep.yes he did not.
4.00p.m : my crew came.
4.10p.m : my crew bought something to "sapedek!".
4.55p.m : Mam closed my Pos. yahoo!
5.00p.m : count my sales..(short $10!) :(
5.10p.m : went to haf my meal.fast one!
5.25p.m :went to meet my crew.went out of kfc.
5.30p.m : looked around for him.he is not there!
5.45p.m :went off to pasar mlm.
6.50pm : went home with my crew to get money for my new shoes!
haf a bath n went out again...hahahaha.....
7.30p.m: kol him,no respond..switched off!
8 pm : kol him again...no respond! "where he go??"

nver been treated by him this way!!!!!!

9.30p.m: we went home.
9.40p.m: reached home and kol him again...stiil no respond..
10.05p.m: he kol!!
i was so angry.....this is wat he said....!
"u,sori eh,i tertido...eh,kul brape nie? u pat ner nie"
wat is he trying to do? wat is he trying to say??
" u pat ner? i sori,i tk sengaje.."
eh hello! im at home ok! wat da hell....!
slammed down the phone..
he said he was overslept! argh..!!!!!
he kol me n i did not picked up! he deserves it.....

11.00p.m decided to update my blog... :)

hmph!! pegel siak!! geram sey aku..... :( ape la nasib...haiz~~~ tkp....
leave it to fate...!

*love ya crew*.... :)
bye...!

Teringat kembali...

2004-09-04T14:49:00.000-07:00

This is me and my late grandmother...This picture was taken at the hospital when she was really sick,fighting for her life.... She left me without any words....
i could still remember all her nagging and every noises she used to be with....(tv,radio..etc:)

This is me besides her when she was unconcious at the hospital....i miss u terribly nyai...

*teringat kan kembali kenangan manis dan pahit bersamanya........*
leaving this post with red eyes..... sob sob...... :(

E.Y.E

2004-09-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

Izinkan Selamanya Namamu Di Hati

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Hakikat cinta yang sejati

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testing

2004-09-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

Wwee... this is me and Jda! isnt our smile b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l? hehe... right.. credits to Stardom fer the pix! .. more pix will be put up here okay.. =)

SeBaK!!!

2004-09-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

hey.....quite some time had not updated ya.... ok,here we go...!

yesterday was holiday...(teacher's day)...but, i woke up early coz going to meet Fauzi at 11 at the void deck....hm...both of us going to Geylang...! oi,go there to buy cloth! cloth? hm....kain untuk baju..... ;p
we bought orange color... hehehe...! went to macdonald and get two meals.... *burp*...
then,reached home at about 2....Fauzi went to his old school to do some stuffs...

i have a quick bathe and get ready to work! started working at 4 till 9 p.m....
at 9,fauzi msg me and says that he got a joc that night at a factory..11p.m-8a.m..!
this is what i reply..."keje pe sey mlm2? lyn pompan? :P hahahaha....keje pe? nie mesti si Fata yg ajak kan...? jage ko fata..! hehehehe"
then i went out,saw fauzi n his friends,total of 4 people.... Fauzi memang nk amek aku ar...
then,fata looked at me as i went out of the KFC... he says" ape jage jage zima? apesal?"
rupe-rupenye msg tdi die yg bace coz fauzi was inside the toilet n he accidentally read it...!!! opz.....!

then fauzi walked towards me......."u,i nari keje tau...sok kul 8 pagi aru i alik.....k..." i was a bit angry,sad and shocked....i dunno why!!!! why?? he sent me till the railing 292 only.... he would usually sent me till my block...but today,he didnt...! sebak sebak sebak!!!!!!!

dunno why i was very sad? sad?? no....angry! huh?? no no..... i DUNNO!!!!!! tahan nangis.....sebak nk mampos!!! wek....! smpai uma pon tk nangis2....tk tau asal la!! pegel!!!!!

kol a while n then put down the phone without saying "bye".....hm.....so sad....huh?? wateva!!

STOP!!! till here only ok......SEBAK!!!

2004-08-29T23:27:00.000-07:00

juz came back from theme park with Fauzi,my sister n As'ad...i really enjoy the rides...!
we get wet there.....wuhuuu!!!

we went out at 11.30a.m and reached home at about 10.30p.m....very very fun... As'ad got the discount coupon so we went in there for only $9.90 each! ;p
the best ride was the wet n wild thing! hahahaha......i was all wet after the whole ride.... almost 6 times i ride on it...there were not so many pple,so we can ride many many times...hehehehe...

ouh ya,i saw a couple who can't stop looking at us! the guy's hair was soaked in yellowish shit colour...!!!!
the gal was so "step"! we met them almost everywhere we went....here we goes....

first,outside the toilet....stare at me....wat sia? then,walked off.....met them again at a ride(forget)......then saw them walking up the slope at the viking ship there.....! they look at us again..!
at the burger king i saw them again! want to eat also muz look at us.....see see pple as if i took off ur clothes! wadda ****....! laugh2! siow!
i hate this type of pple....and know what,they ride on the couple go cart so many times....change change la! finish one ride,queue again! then queue again!! siow! come there juz to ride on that ride izzit?! we've taken three different types of rides and they still linig up the stupid thing..... hm.......nvm la,their money and time!

anywae,can you juz mind ur own business la.......haiya~~ irritating...(da la tk jambu nk tgk2 org! tk payah la, tgk diri sndiri pon da ckup pe) * aku tk ckp yg aku jambu,tpi tkya nk stare2!*

oritez....juz want to add....: someone had changed my blog....pretty!! sweet right? guess who? SULKY_ME...MAYA....the comp experts...hahhha(kembang)....thx maya!!!

leave my blog till here...get going......schooling tomorrow! *sigh*

KeNaNgAn ZaMaN pErSeKoLaHaN..

2004-08-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Kris
Tiara

Tiara... menggamit kenangan zaman persekolahan
Tiara... ku mimpi kita bersanding atas kayangan
Seakan bisa kusentuh peristiwa semalam
Di malam pesta engkau bisikkan
Kata azimat di telinga

Kita... terpaksa berpisah untuk mencari arah
Kita... dipukul ombak hidup alam yang nyata
Engkau jauh meniti puncak menara gading
Yang menjanjikan hidup sempurna
Tapi aku hanya tunduk ke bumi
Hidup tertekan

Jika kau bertemu aku begini
Berlumpur tubuh dan keringat membasah bumi
Di penjara terkurung terhukum
Hanya bertemankan sepi

Bisakah kau menghargai
Cintaku yang suci ini...
Oh! Tiara... pedihnya
Dapatkah kau merasakan...

Bisakah, masih bisakah
Engkau hargai cintaku lagi
Oh! Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakan
Oh! Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakannya...
TIARA... Oh.!

2004-08-27T22:50:00.000-07:00