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My blog went heywire..As you guys can see, no background is available now. Irritating sia! I juz wish that i can WISH to have a beautiful background..... hm... I think i rather delete this one and make a new one? what you guys think?? i think so la..hahah...
anywae tomorrow meeting maya n jda at 2.Has no plan at all but wish everything runs smoothly ya...
bored here, and more i tired.. Argh!! hate my blog!!! *scream*
Gma
@ 12:35 AM
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Straight to the point, im tired listening to your "uttering" junks.. Im trying to quit smoking since early this year but i think i better cut it down first before quitting.I get sick for 1 week after not takin puff for a day.Maybe it is the real effect of not having puff or mayb juz the day for me to fall sick maybe of some reason, for example, too much virus!
Erly in the morning nag and nag and nag! It makes me awake you know.Im working till late night and early morning you are shouting and yelling at the top of your voice that makes me awake! Precisely, what is your motif? Have you think about it before you yelled? Stop it here... Im trying to quit and yes, i am showing some improvements. Since the day you so called add in spices about cigg-stuffs in scolding bro, i have the feeling to just continue smoke till die..! I think again and tell myself, "Don't show your egoistic here ok Gma.No use" If i stops, i lose nothing. I will gain much much positives effect..True? If i continue,i lose and gain somthing at the same time.maybe not straight to the point, but i can feel the gains. Despite of being angry, i can still control myself and keep on telling myself that life must go on.We can't run away from reality..! Today i smoke 4 stick and to be truthful, i am improving in cutting down on em'. Tomorrow never die but what if i die? I have not accomplish my "mission". So im looking forward for the day which i can cert myself "Cigg-Free Lady"..
Im now stress about my tight schedule which is becoming tight...!!! Look, Every Tueday and Thursday is my lesson in JBS, so of coz off from work. Lately, me and my sis are being called back to attend Kompang for more practices for upcoming competition. So Sunday is another off day.Just now, during lesson, my lecturer told the class that we will end our module this Thursday which is good news for us! However, we are also told that the next module will start on the next Tuesday straight,which means no "holiday" for us...!! What the hell?? Nevermind, we try to understand.Again, i don't know whats up with the routine, we are told that we have to attend about 5 more lessons on our current module.This will be 1 make up lesson + 4 revision class.It is clash with our new upcoming module.Hey you think it is easy eh? Pls la,stop teh nonsence can? Anywae after much nagotiation, we end up having extr lessons On every Monday for 5 weeks..So now, Monday,Tuesday,Thursday and Sunday is out.Left with Wednesday, Friday nd Saturday only. Less working hour = Less salary income... oh Gosh! *Screaming* what the $&@#!!!??
Tight schedule=Less $$=Brain Burst=Stress=Smoke <
Alright,and now planning to have a "reunion" with me mates again..Wondering if Friday will be ok...? *bLuRr*
Im outta here.Before my mum shouts at me for this laptop back..! hahahha....Nitez...
Gma
@ 1:02 AM
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In my mind can't get it rightEver since we met that nightNever been the one who'd fool aroundGuess its physical alrightI can't hide what I'm feeling insideGirl, I bet cha feel the same way tooInfidelity, baby you and meAnd what you see now is what you'll getStolen moments on the runAll I want is some fun
Gma
@ 8:41 PM
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Alrite, at least ape yg ingin ku luahkan telah ku curahkan... hilang beban yg berbuku di seluruh jiwa dan raga!! thx to u fren who remembers me too... felt happy... I cried as wen i read ya blog...realli miss the time!!! V.E.R.Y...
To maya, congrats...sorri...aku tk tau ko p amek "present" on monday...hehehe... Nywae aku werk.....sorry k...keep in touch ya..
p/S : I 4get ya guys nombor coz i changed my phone n losssss ya num.... sorri guys...dun mind, pls inform me... :p thx...luv u guys.....
Bored.....Catering at 8.30 a.m tomorrow n now i've not slept....siow.... Nevrmind,i won't sleep anywae...if i did, thats it! I WON'T BE ABLE TO WAKE UP! mark my words...Hahaha...
so hf to surf n surf the net tilll 7 n im gonn get ready to werk... finishes at 12.30 noon and went home straight coz dah janji akak n abg as'ad nk jln2 ke esplanade...Naik kereta....!! besh la...tk sabar...nywae nxt month ade kompang competition...! skrg arunk start practice! bodoh kan???? n this sunday,der perarakkan n then training in the evening..... Luckily Helmi can ake over me...thx adik... :)
HAPPY 40TH BURPDAY S'PORE!!!!!!
Gma
@ 2:35 AM
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To you guys whom i will always remember.... This may be my last words to ya all but you guys can take it as a motivation or maybe juz a s.e.n.t.e.n.c.e to yourself.. Spend some time to read... I hope you do remember me forever....... Love Gma...
Afini : Persahabatan yg terputus di tgh jln mukin kerana arah tujuan yg berbeda..Masih tidak dpt ku teka. Kenangan bersamamu wahai sahabat karibku takkan kulupakan hingga ke akhir hayat.Maafkan diriku seandainya diantara masa kita bersama ada kalanya aku menyakiti hatimu dengn cara tidak sengaja,mukin aku terlalu ikut perasaan ataupun kehendakku yg melampaui batas.Semoga kehidupanmu di masa depan dan yg sedang kau jalani sekarang dpt kau tangani dengan sempurna.Masa emas yg kita luangkan dahulu adalah kehidupan zamam persekolahan yg tk mukin luput dari ingtan.Kenagilah masa2 itu kerana itu dalah satu2nya memori anatra kita. Takkan ku lupakan segala pertolonganmu masa itu. Semoga kau dpt menjaga dirimu dgn sempurna hingga ke akhir hayatmu nanti...
Zaidah : Kehadiranmu adalah penambah keceriaanku.Kau hadir utk menghibur duka dan lara. Tidak lepas dari kekecohan dan gelak ketawamu.Itu semua membuatku terharu kini kerana tiada lagi pada saat ini. Kawan, wlwpun kau sedang berduka, aku disini dpt merasakannya kerana aku tahu betapa payah utk menjalani hidup remaja yg semakin keliru.Tk tahu megapa ku ikut bersedih atas apa yg sedang kau alami.Mukin kerana sisa persahabatan antara kita masih terkurung di hati? Itu semua tidak terjawab kerana kita saling tidak bertemu muka mahupun mendengar suara.Aku sentiasa ada disini utk kau meluahkan segalanya sekiranya tiada jln lain utk kau meluahkannya.Senaraikan namuku paling yg terakhir di memo mu kerana aku yg akan meminjamkan telinga ku sewaktu tiada siapa yg ingin. Jangan berputus asa utk mencuba dan meneruskan hidup kerana nasib kau tidak seburuk dibandingkan sesetengah manusia di tempat lain ataupun yg benar2 kehilangan segala2nya. Aku percaya kau adalah insan yg gigih dan akan perolehi kebahagiaan yg kau ingini sutu masa nanti... Insyaallah...amin....
Maya : Juz wanna wish you all the best for your studies. Semoga kau mempunyai masa depan yg amat cerah. HIdup happy selalu ya...!
Nurul : Sorry to hurt you sometimes...Aku nk lupakan semua kenangan pahit kita kerana itulah saat paling pahit...Semoga sama2 dpt kita kecapi apa yg kita ingini selama ini..insyaallah....
Widad : Maafkan aku seandainya aku menyinggung perasaan mu...Tiada kata dpt ku luahkan hanya perkataan M.A.A.F.... :)
Syida : Thx 4 inviting me...tk sangke kau masih mengingati ku....Lupakan sejarah zaman persekolahan dan bina hidup baru..Semoga perhubunganmu kekal buat selamanya....amin...
Thx for spending some time for this blog..Still loving you guys even we are not meant to be together forever....Kenang daku didlm doamu...
Gma
@ 2:50 AM
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Hougang CSC lost 2-4 to Potong Pasir!!
awwwww....... He got injured and had muscle cramp....Poor him... :(
Can't walk too much or not he will go "Ouch,cramp cramp!" Oh noooo!!!!
You know i love walking around n now this happen, i can't anymore till u r OK....
Anywae i make fren just now... She is 17 this yr and engaging end of this year...she is frenly overall....
The main thing to stress on here is something to do with my school and job... im at stake! at stake?? am i? wadeva....anywae i felt something is wrong this few weeks...i dunno what actually....... Money? mybe...Time? mybe... hm.... Things just turn out not to be so-well.... Im studying farking hard here and someone just tryin to be not-so-concern bout it....Even though i've proved a cert,this person will never understand my needs... "Im continuing my studies to degree in business insyaallah nxt year..!" "Did you have the money for that? so if u get the degree,will u still be in Kfc? " It is an opportunity cost for me guys...But this seems though... Why can't you just understand? Whats so hard bout me working in kfc without disturbing your financial stuffs except to pay my school fees? Oh ya,maybe include my hp bill which cost no more than $90 per month... Please understand my situation..I have no one else to rely on, you see.. If all i've done to you is not good enough,pls tell me straight to the point..!
Remember, i've been independent since i was 14.... INDEPENDENT..!
"Ibu mengertilah aku sengsara
Lemas berendam airmata..."
What ever my coming carreer im facing,i'll face it with all my heart.Don't regret if one day i had the intention to fly oversea and never come back, not to enjoy my life, but for further studies..
I'll do wateva i think the best for me for now..
Living at a "risk" without finding a solution to escape is like waiting to be dead! I don't wanna be dead without doing any hard work.
Not once u react this way to me, many many uncountable times.I knew it came from ur heart not your mouth.You really don't like the way i am now.. U wanted me to be part of ur "second family" but i rejected, so what? i am what i am..i am born to be this way....
"What comes out from your mouth will go to my ear. But what comes out from your heart will go to my heart."
Insyallah.with allah's guide and my love one guideS, i'm able to live my life as per normal..!
AMIN....
P/S: counting down to National Day!!!! See you there guys...!
Gma
@ 12:23 AM
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Long time i didnt update this thing...I mean this blog to be specific..
Last few months, i sat for the "English For Business" examination at Raffles Institution. The school was big,its just that it is quite old...
ANyway the paper wasn't that hard as i have stored the foemat in my brain...! heheh.
As new module starts, my head was really spinning as this is "Business in English". Sound as if the same but this two module is really different! This one was hard...HARD..
Last week,we received our result for "Practical Computing".
I pass!! Yahoooooo......!! Feel like jumping out of the classroom..each of our name are being call.We are given an envelope where the cert are placed inside...I take the envelope and sign under my name in a list then went back to my sit...Trembling maybe coz of the aircon or maybe scared of the result..!?
i sat down calming myself and open the envelope....take out the paper n saw that i pass both section in the module.. Alhamdulillah....
N now,4 mole module's result 4 me to face....And 3 more exam to sit... Hope to combine the 5 module with "PASSES" and there will be my Double Dip..... By end of tiz year,my course will end and by end of nxt yr,i will be receiving the results for all....
Anywae for this module,touch more on business but the lecturer was fun....FUN.. :)
Enjoy myself n looking forward for the nxt lesson nxt week...This coming week will be our "holiday" as our lecturer will be oversea and resume the nevt week.. Wateva it is, hope time flies fast as i can't wait to enjoy working life in office...! hahahaha...
*Promoting soon....Alhamdulillah*
Gma
@ 11:49 PM
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